Tuesday, January 18, 2011
and suddenly, i wished i knew nothing. i wish i hadn't seen it, i wish i hadn't heard it. why are there tears trickling down my face? i should have been over it. i really should have. it's been too long. what's going on? i can't control these tears...
the feeling of being cheated on...it sucks, it really does. bloody liar. he really is one. i don't know how he managed to make me believe that we ended because it was all my fault. i hope his new beau doesn't do that to him too. if she does, there's nothing else i can say other than it's karma. and then he'll feel how i've felt the past 9 months.
why did i have to know. why.
"some things are better left unsaid" i think i finally realize what this line meant. my friends have been protecting me by hiding the truth from me. all the more i should love them for letting me keep my happy world.
come on mel, its about time you got over a cheating asshole.
no wonder he doesnt even dare to look you straight in the eye and say hi. it's the tremendous guilt he cant live up to. its you he cant face. you've done nothing wrong.
the feeling of being cheated on...it sucks, it really does. bloody liar. he really is one. i don't know how he managed to make me believe that we ended because it was all my fault. i hope his new beau doesn't do that to him too. if she does, there's nothing else i can say other than it's karma. and then he'll feel how i've felt the past 9 months.
why did i have to know. why.
"some things are better left unsaid" i think i finally realize what this line meant. my friends have been protecting me by hiding the truth from me. all the more i should love them for letting me keep my happy world.
come on mel, its about time you got over a cheating asshole.
no wonder he doesnt even dare to look you straight in the eye and say hi. it's the tremendous guilt he cant live up to. its you he cant face. you've done nothing wrong.
spin me silly, 3:13 AM.
