Wednesday, August 31, 2011
thank you dear...for looking after me when i'm not feeling so good. and for hugging me tight to make me feel a little better.
you're so loved. <3 (:
Thank you kor for sending me home with tiac too. (:
just ran to the toilet once i reached home. stomach wasn't feeling too good since nearing the end of training...
you're so loved. <3 (:
Thank you kor for sending me home with tiac too. (:
just ran to the toilet once i reached home. stomach wasn't feeling too good since nearing the end of training...
spin me silly, 11:22 PM.
a 15 second phone call that makes my night a tad sweeter. (:
goodnight dear.
goodnight dear.
spin me silly, 3:00 AM.
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
:D i enjoy my sleepover at dear's.
but his annoying shows play throughout the night when he falls asleep! i fell asleep before him though. heh. :P
woke up at 11, slacked till 12+ then went for lunch and headed to jurong point to get my earphones (: bought a-jays one in the end. he's using a-jays three though..
i'm so tiredddddd.
and i keep farting! thanks to the horribly huge amount of garlic in my lor mee!!
sighs. sometimes i wish i can just stayover at dear's anytime i want to, without having to find excuses to... but my parents, well, they are traditional, and rigid. i can never tell the truth...
and one of my closer girlfriend's attached! yiyong pulled the strings for her and his friend. cool! :D i'm so happy for her!
i'm contented with what i have currently too. (:
its funny how easy dear can make my day a whole lot better by just hugging me. (:
and i hope this will go on and on for a long long long long long long time... (:
but his annoying shows play throughout the night when he falls asleep! i fell asleep before him though. heh. :P
woke up at 11, slacked till 12+ then went for lunch and headed to jurong point to get my earphones (: bought a-jays one in the end. he's using a-jays three though..
i'm so tiredddddd.
and i keep farting! thanks to the horribly huge amount of garlic in my lor mee!!
sighs. sometimes i wish i can just stayover at dear's anytime i want to, without having to find excuses to... but my parents, well, they are traditional, and rigid. i can never tell the truth...
and one of my closer girlfriend's attached! yiyong pulled the strings for her and his friend. cool! :D i'm so happy for her!
i'm contented with what i have currently too. (:
its funny how easy dear can make my day a whole lot better by just hugging me. (:
and i hope this will go on and on for a long long long long long long time... (:
spin me silly, 4:01 PM.
Monday, August 29, 2011
tbh, i really hate it when i text but there's no reply because he's supposedly asleep (after a goodnight message) but 2 hours later at 2am, i see him tweeting something or facebooking something about shows.
and then i knew he was never asleep the whole time.
fml.
sighs. i dont know how to get to his place from chevrons! :( looks like kor isnt going for training so i cant ask kor either...
and then i knew he was never asleep the whole time.
fml.
sighs. i dont know how to get to his place from chevrons! :( looks like kor isnt going for training so i cant ask kor either...
spin me silly, 5:04 PM.
had dessert at tiong bahru market with his da jie today at around 5pm.
she shared with me so many stuffs i didnt know about him, his past that is.
be it girls, or crushes, or mistakes... now i wish i didnt know any of them. :'(
especially the ones with regards to his nats team...
sometimes i wonder, am i the only one who's really treating this r/s seriously? hmm. no idea. or the only one happy about being able to hang out together or just cuddle and watch a movie together?
i tell myself not to think so much. but sometimes i cant help but really wonder where we'll end up at the end of this path. marrying or breaking up? i cant picture either to be honest...
ignorance mode back in place. i'm only really happy when i'm oblivious to everything and ignore all the buzzing thoughts in my head. urghh.
i dont wanna lose to her in terms of bowling scores. i really dont.
mel, it's high time you buck up. pick up those spares, stupid! :(
she shared with me so many stuffs i didnt know about him, his past that is.
be it girls, or crushes, or mistakes... now i wish i didnt know any of them. :'(
especially the ones with regards to his nats team...
sometimes i wonder, am i the only one who's really treating this r/s seriously? hmm. no idea. or the only one happy about being able to hang out together or just cuddle and watch a movie together?
i tell myself not to think so much. but sometimes i cant help but really wonder where we'll end up at the end of this path. marrying or breaking up? i cant picture either to be honest...
ignorance mode back in place. i'm only really happy when i'm oblivious to everything and ignore all the buzzing thoughts in my head. urghh.
i dont wanna lose to her in terms of bowling scores. i really dont.
mel, it's high time you buck up. pick up those spares, stupid! :(
spin me silly, 2:36 AM.
Sunday, August 28, 2011
yay he's home safe and sound. (:
time to sleep.
K.O.
time to sleep.
K.O.
spin me silly, 3:48 AM.
and so i persuaded my mum to lend me the car!
dear came and drove it to Raffles Town Club where we had teppanyaki with Xf, Eddie, Jasmine Chio, Kokguan and Wendy. The bill was like $432?! heng xf had a $270 voucher he won from bowling tournament :X so the guys paid the remainder. haha!
my dear manwhore actually looks nice all dressed up in a formal shirt and jeans and shoes.. SO RARE. LOL.
after which he drove to his place, hung out there for awhile.. really awhile only.. :(
and then i became his chauffeur to Mount Faber.. so now he's there with his usual bunch and David and Yiquan. Gahhh. then i drove home.. and i parked! WOOHOO. (cause there were no cars beside me. so i took the 3 lots one and anyhow park. hahaha! :P )
sighs. so little time with him today :(
whoever asked him to mahjong!!! :((
he was supposed to pei me go buy earphones! TSKKKK.
he even forgot sunday's family day for him. he actually offered to pei me tmr. lol. until i reminded him. smart mel. too kind please :D... :(
wiping off my cold sweat from driving all the way from lakeside to mount faber and then back home alone... thumbs up for mel~! woohoo! :X
dear came and drove it to Raffles Town Club where we had teppanyaki with Xf, Eddie, Jasmine Chio, Kokguan and Wendy. The bill was like $432?! heng xf had a $270 voucher he won from bowling tournament :X so the guys paid the remainder. haha!
my dear manwhore actually looks nice all dressed up in a formal shirt and jeans and shoes.. SO RARE. LOL.
after which he drove to his place, hung out there for awhile.. really awhile only.. :(
and then i became his chauffeur to Mount Faber.. so now he's there with his usual bunch and David and Yiquan. Gahhh. then i drove home.. and i parked! WOOHOO. (cause there were no cars beside me. so i took the 3 lots one and anyhow park. hahaha! :P )
sighs. so little time with him today :(
whoever asked him to mahjong!!! :((
he was supposed to pei me go buy earphones! TSKKKK.
he even forgot sunday's family day for him. he actually offered to pei me tmr. lol. until i reminded him. smart mel. too kind please :D... :(
wiping off my cold sweat from driving all the way from lakeside to mount faber and then back home alone... thumbs up for mel~! woohoo! :X
spin me silly, 12:05 AM.
Saturday, August 27, 2011
(: time to sleep.
had a great time at timbre with my friends.
happy much.
dear still on his way home from mount faber. tsk...
had a great time at timbre with my friends.
happy much.
dear still on his way home from mount faber. tsk...
spin me silly, 3:23 AM.
Friday, August 26, 2011
he really slept 14 hours...
and i doubted my own boyfriend.
he got really upset and angry...when he smsed me twice since 11 and i didnt reply. then i replied angrily
"tell me you really slept 14 hours." :(
and goodness. i seldom see him reply so harsh
"i really slept all the way till 11. whether you believe it or not. go slp.bye."
and on twitter i could really see he was pissed. D:
ended up having to apologize. seriously, what is wrong with me? why is it that everytime i pms, i end up doubting the people i trust the most? :'(
in a anytime also can cry mood now.
drinking session with my clique later. i better control how much i drink...unlike last saturday, today dont have dear there to save me or look after me if i K.O. ...
and i doubted my own boyfriend.
he got really upset and angry...when he smsed me twice since 11 and i didnt reply. then i replied angrily
"tell me you really slept 14 hours." :(
and goodness. i seldom see him reply so harsh
"i really slept all the way till 11. whether you believe it or not. go slp.bye."
and on twitter i could really see he was pissed. D:
ended up having to apologize. seriously, what is wrong with me? why is it that everytime i pms, i end up doubting the people i trust the most? :'(
in a anytime also can cry mood now.
drinking session with my clique later. i better control how much i drink...unlike last saturday, today dont have dear there to save me or look after me if i K.O. ...
spin me silly, 2:17 PM.
effing pissed with myself for setting the 8 alarms.
tell me you slept 14 hours straight.
mel, wtf are you doing mans?
dont even feel like replying his texts.
sometimes i feel like just giving up.
cries*
tell me you slept 14 hours straight.
mel, wtf are you doing mans?
dont even feel like replying his texts.
sometimes i feel like just giving up.
cries*
spin me silly, 12:19 PM.
fml. my worst bowling ever. seriously westbowl lanes are like wtf. i regret only daring to use spare ball as my strike ball in the last 4 frames. i could have done alot better if i had used my plastic ball all the way. just whack 11/12 board down.
dear fell asleep so early again :( couldnt even asked him whether he has anything on tomorrow if not lets hang out together. lol. he was mumbling through the phone. "errlloooee...urrmmm. urrmmm.. noee.. orhhhh.." then.... silence...... i couldnt even ask a decent question.. LOL. and he fell asleep without hanging up the phone. -_-" best. nothing less from Mr. NG.
If i remember correctly, he doesnt have cardio tomorrow! ;P
Tsk.
i miss my manwhore! :(
dear fell asleep so early again :( couldnt even asked him whether he has anything on tomorrow if not lets hang out together. lol. he was mumbling through the phone. "errlloooee...urrmmm. urrmmm.. noee.. orhhhh.." then.... silence...... i couldnt even ask a decent question.. LOL. and he fell asleep without hanging up the phone. -_-" best. nothing less from Mr. NG.
If i remember correctly, he doesnt have cardio tomorrow! ;P
Tsk.
i miss my manwhore! :(
spin me silly, 12:00 AM.
Thursday, August 25, 2011
still ending the day with
i <3 my manwhore (:
hahaha.
i <3 my manwhore (:
hahaha.
spin me silly, 3:08 AM.
need to bowl league later, but the thing is... i am missing all my spares. and its crucial to pick up spares for decent scores at westbowl. i'm so screwed.
dear came down to watch us train again today. but i left with samuel and isaac they all for supper...dear dont like pda, so he didnt kiss me goodbye :( so emo shit now. feeling so emo cause its pms week. dont feel so good either. :( super duper tired.. like physically!
sighs. everytime he's out with ken roger ian yiquan... he doesnt reply my texts! :( and i dont wanna come across as obsessed and demanding, so oh well. he'll text me later. if not i dont care either. hmph.
manwhore and bitch. lol. seriously, those are our names for each other now. HAHAHA.
dear came down to watch us train again today. but i left with samuel and isaac they all for supper...dear dont like pda, so he didnt kiss me goodbye :( so emo shit now. feeling so emo cause its pms week. dont feel so good either. :( super duper tired.. like physically!
sighs. everytime he's out with ken roger ian yiquan... he doesnt reply my texts! :( and i dont wanna come across as obsessed and demanding, so oh well. he'll text me later. if not i dont care either. hmph.
manwhore and bitch. lol. seriously, those are our names for each other now. HAHAHA.
spin me silly, 12:29 AM.
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
oh wait... i vaguely remember him saying sweetdreams and love you before i fell asleep at his place earlier on. but i was too tired to even respond when i heard the love you. hahaha.
yay he said it! :P
yay he said it! :P
spin me silly, 10:40 PM.
slept 4 hours then went to find dear at his place in the morning.
they went jb for supper last night luhs! then he didnt text me to tell me he's home safe. he just showered and fell asleep :(
literally KO-ed at his place till from 10am-1pm then we went out for lunch before he headed off to training.
i feel so tired~not feeling so well mans.
feeling so sian at home somemore. i need stuffs to do. if not i will emo! its pms week! urghh. :'(
On this day of your life, Melissa, we believe God wants you to know ... that there is an ebb and flow to this life.
Trust this peaceful rhythm. If there were constant flow, we would drown in the intensity. Ebb is as necessary as flow.
i think i've been so used to work life and having colleagues for company that life feels pretty boring even though its only the 5th day i stopped working! not used to the slow pace of life now... i wonder how dear does it everyday mans. gosh.
wanna sleep. not feeling well. wanna sleeep... yay, there's training to look forward to tomorrow! (:
i think the pig's already asleep.. oh my tian. since 8+. seriously??! LOL.
they went jb for supper last night luhs! then he didnt text me to tell me he's home safe. he just showered and fell asleep :(
literally KO-ed at his place till from 10am-1pm then we went out for lunch before he headed off to training.
i feel so tired~not feeling so well mans.
feeling so sian at home somemore. i need stuffs to do. if not i will emo! its pms week! urghh. :'(
On this day of your life, Melissa, we believe God wants you to know ... that there is an ebb and flow to this life.
Trust this peaceful rhythm. If there were constant flow, we would drown in the intensity. Ebb is as necessary as flow.
i think i've been so used to work life and having colleagues for company that life feels pretty boring even though its only the 5th day i stopped working! not used to the slow pace of life now... i wonder how dear does it everyday mans. gosh.
wanna sleep. not feeling well. wanna sleeep... yay, there's training to look forward to tomorrow! (:
i think the pig's already asleep.. oh my tian. since 8+. seriously??! LOL.
spin me silly, 9:27 PM.
Monday, August 22, 2011
fml. cramps ttm. plus a headache.
period came 5 days earlier.
training later somemore. :(
urghhh...
period came 5 days earlier.
training later somemore. :(
urghhh...
spin me silly, 3:43 PM.
"On this day of your life, Melissa, we believe God wants you to know ... that love is a great investment.
A new house, a valuable stock portfolio and precious gems may seem like good investments. But will they be there to comfort you in difficult times? Share your joy in good times? Or sit by you as you breathe your last breath? Invest some time and energy in loving others and watch your investment grow. "
A new house, a valuable stock portfolio and precious gems may seem like good investments. But will they be there to comfort you in difficult times? Share your joy in good times? Or sit by you as you breathe your last breath? Invest some time and energy in loving others and watch your investment grow. "
spin me silly, 4:28 AM.
with men like these around, i'm glad that even though you seldom sweet talk me, or seldom say "i love you", that you're my boyfriend and not anyone else like this.
as long as i feel it coming from you through your actions, i'm contented. at least i know you'll tell no lies this way, unlike most of the other men that i've known. that, i trust in you.. (:
lol. the pig fell asleep trying to beat me in an iphone game..tsk.
as long as i feel it coming from you through your actions, i'm contented. at least i know you'll tell no lies this way, unlike most of the other men that i've known. that, i trust in you.. (:
lol. the pig fell asleep trying to beat me in an iphone game..tsk.
spin me silly, 3:10 AM.
actually yesterday's clubbing session showed me how protective dear is, over me. and i'm quite happy actually. (:
wendy saw it too, and she felt happy for me that he's showing his love bit by bit. (:
he's adorable. in his own way. probably only in my eyes though. if i ever said "he's adorable" to anyone else, they'll probably give me the freaking huge eyes and the "do you even know what you're talking about" face..hahaha. :P
am hoping it comes soon..sighs. hates this kinda feeling leh, like seriously.
and thank you best buddy yiyong. its times like these that you're the best! hahaha.
today is tiac-free day! relaxing! whee (:
seen him 4 times this week already. lols!
waiting for the day i'll get to play with his cute little cousin jolyn though... doubt it'll be anytime soon. or at all. by then she wont be little already. :(
and tmr i gotta face the music..as the president of bowling club, for this year's t-shirt design.
seriously, i really appreciate the help and time taken for my friend for designing it and liasing with the vendor..and i understand if he's angry that we wanted to correct the design.
but, it's gonna get alot of jeering from the other schools... like "sg team" wannabes... i dont know what to do already. sighs.
just let them put the blame on me. i'm supposed to be the figurehead for the team this year anyways. i ta...
wendy saw it too, and she felt happy for me that he's showing his love bit by bit. (:
he's adorable. in his own way. probably only in my eyes though. if i ever said "he's adorable" to anyone else, they'll probably give me the freaking huge eyes and the "do you even know what you're talking about" face..hahaha. :P
am hoping it comes soon..sighs. hates this kinda feeling leh, like seriously.
and thank you best buddy yiyong. its times like these that you're the best! hahaha.
today is tiac-free day! relaxing! whee (:
seen him 4 times this week already. lols!
waiting for the day i'll get to play with his cute little cousin jolyn though... doubt it'll be anytime soon. or at all. by then she wont be little already. :(
and tmr i gotta face the music..as the president of bowling club, for this year's t-shirt design.
seriously, i really appreciate the help and time taken for my friend for designing it and liasing with the vendor..and i understand if he's angry that we wanted to correct the design.
but, it's gonna get alot of jeering from the other schools... like "sg team" wannabes... i dont know what to do already. sighs.
just let them put the blame on me. i'm supposed to be the figurehead for the team this year anyways. i ta...
spin me silly, 1:03 AM.
Sunday, August 21, 2011
my stomach hurts pretty bad... no idea why...
just got home from butterfactory.
had to wait for edison until 4.15am :(
clubbing's fun with dear around tbh.
cause i get protected from the horrible crowd! (:
and he's my pole. LOLOL.
and someone stepped on my toe till it bled. wth.
time to sleep. nights people.
just got home from butterfactory.
had to wait for edison until 4.15am :(
clubbing's fun with dear around tbh.
cause i get protected from the horrible crowd! (:
and he's my pole. LOLOL.
and someone stepped on my toe till it bled. wth.
time to sleep. nights people.
spin me silly, 5:16 AM.
Saturday, August 20, 2011
driver and roublock. :P
spin me silly, 11:41 AM.
(: my dear and his never ending nonsense. hahaha. <3
made lychee konnyaku jelly for him and he was busy eating them at 11pm -.-"
now i have the time to cook again! happy! (:
gonna make him my guinea pig :P
made lychee konnyaku jelly for him and he was busy eating them at 11pm -.-"
now i have the time to cook again! happy! (:
gonna make him my guinea pig :P
spin me silly, 1:09 AM.
Friday, August 19, 2011
played mj at anna's boyfriend's house, with Isaac, Anna and Larry. And kor came for a short while!
i miss dear. but it looks like i wont get to see him tomorrow? :(
still thought i'd be able to cook my chicken baked rice for him for lunch..
but he dont want. so just nice i guess.
falling asleep typing...
cant think already. my body's unwinding from all the work stress the past 1.5 mths...
urgh. gotta sleep. NOW...
i miss dear. but it looks like i wont get to see him tomorrow? :(
still thought i'd be able to cook my chicken baked rice for him for lunch..
but he dont want. so just nice i guess.
falling asleep typing...
cant think already. my body's unwinding from all the work stress the past 1.5 mths...
urgh. gotta sleep. NOW...
spin me silly, 2:06 AM.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
i'm sucha happy girl! (: heeeeee.
dear dear (and his horrible waffle pants), went for SUniG training and then sent me home again today! (: <3
aww. thanks sweetie! when he said i zhen ma fan, stay so far, i said sorry, and he went "you sorry ah?" and pointed to his cheeks, -.-" and when i tried to kiss him on his cheeks, he dodged. my whole face turned red. eeediot!! this is so embarassing!! LOL.
tried again when he parked the car at my house lobby. failed again. i think he was quite amused at how red and hot my face was. :\
but oh well...
he kissed me on my forehead too! i got my forehead kiss! heeeeee ^.^
and now im gonna be missing him more again :(
training was drills.. 2 step drills all the way. so tiring! and Travis from NTU bowled a perfect game :O amazing. lol.
aching all over already...!
time to bathe! kinda worried... dear hasnt texted me yet. not sure if he got home safely... it'll be my fault if he doesnt :( oh mans.. please be safe...
dear dear (and his horrible waffle pants), went for SUniG training and then sent me home again today! (: <3
aww. thanks sweetie! when he said i zhen ma fan, stay so far, i said sorry, and he went "you sorry ah?" and pointed to his cheeks, -.-" and when i tried to kiss him on his cheeks, he dodged. my whole face turned red. eeediot!! this is so embarassing!! LOL.
tried again when he parked the car at my house lobby. failed again. i think he was quite amused at how red and hot my face was. :\
but oh well...
he kissed me on my forehead too! i got my forehead kiss! heeeeee ^.^
and now im gonna be missing him more again :(
training was drills.. 2 step drills all the way. so tiring! and Travis from NTU bowled a perfect game :O amazing. lol.
aching all over already...!
time to bathe! kinda worried... dear hasnt texted me yet. not sure if he got home safely... it'll be my fault if he doesnt :( oh mans.. please be safe...
spin me silly, 11:41 PM.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
aint feeling well.
wanna vomit from the bubble tea i had with my cousin earlier on. urghhh. feeling very horrible now.
and omg. my average of 147 is in the masters qualifiers list because i bowled 9 games already. eeek! >.<" so malu! i think i'll be happy if at the end of the day i can make top 20. though chances are... errr. lol. afterall, i've only been bowling for about a year? 10 months actually. LOL.
dear's mood doesnt sound so good today. he's been texting his smses all day with his lines ending with so many dots ...... like machiam sian sian mode sia. lol. :(
so tired. finally done with the excel sheet david wanted. finally.
training again tmr... hopefully not 2 steps again. :(
wanna vomit from the bubble tea i had with my cousin earlier on. urghhh. feeling very horrible now.
and omg. my average of 147 is in the masters qualifiers list because i bowled 9 games already. eeek! >.<" so malu! i think i'll be happy if at the end of the day i can make top 20. though chances are... errr. lol. afterall, i've only been bowling for about a year? 10 months actually. LOL.
dear's mood doesnt sound so good today. he's been texting his smses all day with his lines ending with so many dots ...... like machiam sian sian mode sia. lol. :(
so tired. finally done with the excel sheet david wanted. finally.
training again tmr... hopefully not 2 steps again. :(
spin me silly, 11:49 PM.
heeehee. dear came down to my training today! (:
and yay i'm in training squad! but we gotta depend on whether we have reine in our team if not david will only send one girls team for sunig :(
and dear sent me home after supper with david ken roger ian and raymond!
although he still calling me by my new pet name aka "zhen ma fan" : (
rahhh.
but yay! much as i said i dont wanna see him. i'm happy to see him! heehee. :P
my boyfriend is becoming more and more "adorable" these days. though i'm still getting bullied by him all the time.
still gotta do bowling club admin stuff for SUniG training squad..looks like i wont get to sleep till 3 am at least. :(
so tired already. still gotta wake up at 8am to get to work tomorrow. 3 more days of work left.. but when i think of the workload and mess i left behind just to go for training, i dread going back to office. SIGHS. : (
i miss him already! :( and his trademark starwalker scent. its weird how girls always end up liking their boyfriend's cologne, much as they hate all other colognes. hahaha. (:
and yay i'm in training squad! but we gotta depend on whether we have reine in our team if not david will only send one girls team for sunig :(
and dear sent me home after supper with david ken roger ian and raymond!
although he still calling me by my new pet name aka "zhen ma fan" : (
rahhh.
but yay! much as i said i dont wanna see him. i'm happy to see him! heehee. :P
my boyfriend is becoming more and more "adorable" these days. though i'm still getting bullied by him all the time.
still gotta do bowling club admin stuff for SUniG training squad..looks like i wont get to sleep till 3 am at least. :(
so tired already. still gotta wake up at 8am to get to work tomorrow. 3 more days of work left.. but when i think of the workload and mess i left behind just to go for training, i dread going back to office. SIGHS. : (
i miss him already! :( and his trademark starwalker scent. its weird how girls always end up liking their boyfriend's cologne, much as they hate all other colognes. hahaha. (:
spin me silly, 2:04 AM.
Sunday, August 14, 2011
boring sunday. :(
and freaking hot too.
i dont know why i dont like to stay at home anymore. there's like nothing to do, and my family doesnt even do anything fun on sundays. all just in their own rooms, watching their own shows or sleeping. how am i supposed to feel family bonded?
cant wait to meet esther and finny at dhoby ghaut at 630pm.
argh. sometimes i wish he'll just leave a sweet note on my fb wall or something. like how some of my friends' boyfriends leave those messages on their wall. random but yeahh.. oh well. he's not this kinda person. he super against PDA. so oh well. suck thumb. just suck both thumbs. :(
4 more days of work! woohoo! (: i wanna bakeeee. i miss baking and cooking yummy stuffs!
and freaking hot too.
i dont know why i dont like to stay at home anymore. there's like nothing to do, and my family doesnt even do anything fun on sundays. all just in their own rooms, watching their own shows or sleeping. how am i supposed to feel family bonded?
cant wait to meet esther and finny at dhoby ghaut at 630pm.
argh. sometimes i wish he'll just leave a sweet note on my fb wall or something. like how some of my friends' boyfriends leave those messages on their wall. random but yeahh.. oh well. he's not this kinda person. he super against PDA. so oh well. suck thumb. just suck both thumbs. :(
4 more days of work! woohoo! (: i wanna bakeeee. i miss baking and cooking yummy stuffs!
spin me silly, 1:52 PM.
Saturday, August 13, 2011
why do i have such a competitive streak in me? sometimes i wonder whether it'll be my archilles heel.. i, just dont wanna lose to her. i dont know why.
and dear still hasnt finished his rolloffs~! oh gosh, i'm so hungry! probably gonna end up watching him sleep for 2-3 hours before deciding what to do again. oh my tiannn. :| thank god he's done with sun wu kong anyways. had enough of that monkey's laughter!!
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oops. i realized i forgot to press publish post because i ran to pick up his call. :\ and i'm back home already.
told dear the weather was too hot, wanted to tar pau dessert so we stopped by ABC market to get some ice dessert before heading to his place. (: but i still want my chocolate tau huey from chomp chomp!!! D:
(: cooked dear's favourite mee sua with cheese tofu, self marinated pork, cp shrimp wantons and xiao bai cai while he went to rest! (: he finished EVERYTHING. and mind you, it was ALOT. heehee.
the most satisfying part was when he hugged me and sneaked kiss me from behind while i was preparing to cook and told me "thank you dear"! before he went up to his room to take a short nap while i cooked. awwwwww. not a bad way to spend our 5th month together. <3 (:
dear bowled pretty well for rolloffs today! (: 1367 pins siaaa! :D thats like what. 230 average? (:
whee. took me so long to get the exact pinfall outta him -.-" annoying boy.
and yes, although we spent our 5th month simply. we spent it together. its all that matters. (:
wheeeeee. i'm a happy simple girl. :D
and dear still hasnt finished his rolloffs~! oh gosh, i'm so hungry! probably gonna end up watching him sleep for 2-3 hours before deciding what to do again. oh my tiannn. :| thank god he's done with sun wu kong anyways. had enough of that monkey's laughter!!
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oops. i realized i forgot to press publish post because i ran to pick up his call. :\ and i'm back home already.
told dear the weather was too hot, wanted to tar pau dessert so we stopped by ABC market to get some ice dessert before heading to his place. (: but i still want my chocolate tau huey from chomp chomp!!! D:
(: cooked dear's favourite mee sua with cheese tofu, self marinated pork, cp shrimp wantons and xiao bai cai while he went to rest! (: he finished EVERYTHING. and mind you, it was ALOT. heehee.
the most satisfying part was when he hugged me and sneaked kiss me from behind while i was preparing to cook and told me "thank you dear"! before he went up to his room to take a short nap while i cooked. awwwwww. not a bad way to spend our 5th month together. <3 (:
dear bowled pretty well for rolloffs today! (: 1367 pins siaaa! :D thats like what. 230 average? (:
whee. took me so long to get the exact pinfall outta him -.-" annoying boy.
and yes, although we spent our 5th month simply. we spent it together. its all that matters. (:
wheeeeee. i'm a happy simple girl. :D
spin me silly, 11:56 PM.
heeeheee.
he rubbed my head and sniffed my hair and hugged me in the car when we left kor's place :P
i think thats a pretty sweet gesture! aww mans. <3 (:
he always acts like he doesnt care about monthsary and romantic stuffs in front of all his friends... but lol, heh heh, only i get to experience the other side of him! *winks*
happy 5th month dearest! (:
omg... my photoframe. HOW! i totally worked until i forgot to buy colored paper! oh my tiann!
he rubbed my head and sniffed my hair and hugged me in the car when we left kor's place :P
i think thats a pretty sweet gesture! aww mans. <3 (:
he always acts like he doesnt care about monthsary and romantic stuffs in front of all his friends... but lol, heh heh, only i get to experience the other side of him! *winks*
happy 5th month dearest! (:
omg... my photoframe. HOW! i totally worked until i forgot to buy colored paper! oh my tiann!
spin me silly, 1:12 AM.
Friday, August 12, 2011
alamak. whatever happened to timbre?!?! my duck pizza!! :(
tsk. kor and dear's clique forever changing destinations last minute. ended up at kor's house watching them play mahjong. crappppp. D:
and i'm still here, bored outta my wits!
sighs. the "i dreamt of you being in reserve for sunig team" keeps playing in my head..seriously.. sighs.
43 minutes to our 5th month together! and yes he remembers! hahaha! (:
spin me silly, 11:14 PM.
bowled a - - for my first game first frame today. fml! lol. its like free handicap for others please. hahaha. ended up with a 140 for my first game. 2nd game 168. 3rd game 145 :( so disappointing. pulled my overall average up by 2 points.. so now 147 average. not good enough to qualify for anything...
didnt text dear while bowling today... guess he got pretty sad. he msged me at 9+, and again at 10+pm with "i'm home my dear!" coolness. when does he ever use "my" dear?? :O so sweet. hahaha!
and when i tried to reply at 11pm, he called already. :P
heehee. (:
and yes, i handed in my resignation letter!!! one more week to freedom!
i wanna go chalet at his place :( although i cant really sleep there, totally just a light sleeper then.
oh well. oh well...
its friday. means its 12th august! tmr's our 5th mth together (: time flies! haha.
i too lazy to start on the photoframe that i wanna give him eh.. oh boy.. :|
didnt text dear while bowling today... guess he got pretty sad. he msged me at 9+, and again at 10+pm with "i'm home my dear!" coolness. when does he ever use "my" dear?? :O so sweet. hahaha!
and when i tried to reply at 11pm, he called already. :P
heehee. (:
and yes, i handed in my resignation letter!!! one more week to freedom!
i wanna go chalet at his place :( although i cant really sleep there, totally just a light sleeper then.
oh well. oh well...
its friday. means its 12th august! tmr's our 5th mth together (: time flies! haha.
i too lazy to start on the photoframe that i wanna give him eh.. oh boy.. :|
spin me silly, 12:38 AM.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
he called me. without even me prompting him to. heeheehee :p
<3
<3
spin me silly, 1:13 AM.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
when i get something, i want even more.
its barely been a day and i miss him already. :(
how did i used to manage not seeing him for 9 days in a row?
urgh. this isnt healthy luh. i doubt he misses me even half of the amount i miss him. :( come on mel, dont be clingy. hate it when we spend one day together, he gets contented and suddenly seems further away from me than usual again. :(
i got no good morning dear today! only morning!! :( why on off one. cannot everyday meh! boos.
work sucked. which reminds me that i need to draft my resignation letter like NOW.
so lazy to reply his sms. -__-"
think i'm in such a grouchy moode today. arghhhh. wake up mel~!
its barely been a day and i miss him already. :(
how did i used to manage not seeing him for 9 days in a row?
urgh. this isnt healthy luh. i doubt he misses me even half of the amount i miss him. :( come on mel, dont be clingy. hate it when we spend one day together, he gets contented and suddenly seems further away from me than usual again. :(
i got no good morning dear today! only morning!! :( why on off one. cannot everyday meh! boos.
work sucked. which reminds me that i need to draft my resignation letter like NOW.
so lazy to reply his sms. -__-"
think i'm in such a grouchy moode today. arghhhh. wake up mel~!
spin me silly, 9:40 PM.
only managed 6 games of 126, 172, 144, 158, 176, 157... average of 155.5. didnt manage to get back the same score as the night before, when the lanes were drier. oh well. lets just see if i can make the cut for the SUniG women's team.
rolloffs ended at around 1145pm? went lavender for supper with dear, david, yiquan, roger and ken. then afterwhich, first sleepover at dear's! (: we were just crapping away most of the time. because when we reached his place, it was already 1am :( wanna movie marathon also too tired already. ended up just crapping with each other and cuddling to sleep. :\ and we slept till 1pm. wheee. two tired pigs ftw.
he snores every now and then!!! :|
but i think the best part is when he turns over and just hug me from behind when we're asleep at night. (: it feels good being someone's bolster for once. it's like having a warm life sized fat teddy bear! haha. (:
oh well. dont think i can find that many excuses to tell my mum that i wont be going home at night again anytime soon. (movie marathon at kok's, chalet, mahjong... i dont think there are any other reasons i'll be able to use just so i can get hugs from a fat teddy when i'm asleep again right? :| )
oh well. i should have stayed and watched NDP with him at his place anyways. he was home alone :( so was i when i was watching it. urgh. if only we were neighbours. save all the trouble!
3 days to our 5th month together. i wonder if he remembers? (:
time to return to work :( oh mans. so dreading it....
rolloffs ended at around 1145pm? went lavender for supper with dear, david, yiquan, roger and ken. then afterwhich, first sleepover at dear's! (: we were just crapping away most of the time. because when we reached his place, it was already 1am :( wanna movie marathon also too tired already. ended up just crapping with each other and cuddling to sleep. :\ and we slept till 1pm. wheee. two tired pigs ftw.
he snores every now and then!!! :|
but i think the best part is when he turns over and just hug me from behind when we're asleep at night. (: it feels good being someone's bolster for once. it's like having a warm life sized fat teddy bear! haha. (:
oh well. dont think i can find that many excuses to tell my mum that i wont be going home at night again anytime soon. (movie marathon at kok's, chalet, mahjong... i dont think there are any other reasons i'll be able to use just so i can get hugs from a fat teddy when i'm asleep again right? :| )
oh well. i should have stayed and watched NDP with him at his place anyways. he was home alone :( so was i when i was watching it. urgh. if only we were neighbours. save all the trouble!
3 days to our 5th month together. i wonder if he remembers? (:
time to return to work :( oh mans. so dreading it....
spin me silly, 1:26 AM.
Monday, August 8, 2011
164, 213, 173... omg!! i should have rolloff! dont think i can pull that stunt again during actual rolloffs tomorrow... :(
lol. isaac so cute. he say "wah. now i can finally admit you are a national bowler's girlfriend." WTHH!! :|
dear didnt even say grats :( i think hitting my first 200 game, is nothing much to him... cause he always hits 230 240... :(( oh well, sucks to be me. haha
come on mel, do this again tomorrow!
baby joshy ignored me today :( he cried whenever i wanted to just say hello. thanks man baby nephew.
"Helloooo joshieee, may i take a picture with you?"
"NO!"
:( i got rejected by the very first guy. sucks to be meeee. : (
lol. isaac so cute. he say "wah. now i can finally admit you are a national bowler's girlfriend." WTHH!! :|
dear didnt even say grats :( i think hitting my first 200 game, is nothing much to him... cause he always hits 230 240... :(( oh well, sucks to be me. haha
come on mel, do this again tomorrow!
baby joshy ignored me today :( he cried whenever i wanted to just say hello. thanks man baby nephew.
"Helloooo joshieee, may i take a picture with you?"
"NO!"
:( i got rejected by the very first guy. sucks to be meeee. : (
spin me silly, 1:13 AM.
Sunday, August 7, 2011
went to try different oiling patterns today. tbh, not much difference for me because my throw is all over the place. i dont have a constant release :( but it was a free session anyways. and dear went too! Lol.
afterwhich, decided to head over to his place because i was too tired and didnt wanna go home. i think i've become a lazy pig like him. just wanted to nua the day away. comfort over melting under the sun. :\
and then he went MF at like 10pm.
we sat in his friend's car, the poor 2 little daughters of his friend's, needed to squeeze in one seat. they're adorable! but...they ignored dear all the way, even though dear was trying to act like a big kor kor to them. HAHAHAHA. FAIL LA. then again, the little girls stared at us both like we were monsters :( so we started debating whether little girls or little boys are cuter. lol.
arghhh. too tired~! gonna go shower and head to bed. thinking of taking leave on monday. dont feel like working on roll off day and the day before national day. :X
afterwhich, decided to head over to his place because i was too tired and didnt wanna go home. i think i've become a lazy pig like him. just wanted to nua the day away. comfort over melting under the sun. :\
and then he went MF at like 10pm.
we sat in his friend's car, the poor 2 little daughters of his friend's, needed to squeeze in one seat. they're adorable! but...they ignored dear all the way, even though dear was trying to act like a big kor kor to them. HAHAHAHA. FAIL LA. then again, the little girls stared at us both like we were monsters :( so we started debating whether little girls or little boys are cuter. lol.
arghhh. too tired~! gonna go shower and head to bed. thinking of taking leave on monday. dont feel like working on roll off day and the day before national day. :X
spin me silly, 12:44 AM.
Saturday, August 6, 2011
my neighbour lost $6 to me from bowling just now. hahaha!
he insisted on giving me handicap pins. :P
won with scratch :|
so i told dear that lunch's on me tmr!
dear was bowling at MF with his friends too. so he came over to say hi to me and my parents before he left. so my mum asked "so bowling's your number 1 and my daughter's your number 2 luh?" and he anwered with a hearty laugh. eeediot!!! RAHHH. oh well. hahaha. my mum came to "complain" to me after that. i told her that he was just being cheeky. :|
icing my poor fingers now. :(
5 hours to sleep before we gotta meet david at tessonsohn. boohoo.
my arms are dying from all the typing at work! :(
i wanna drag my dear boyfriend go par tor tomorrow. since he has no ideas. tsk! but i wonder if he'll comply to my crazy ideas? :X
he insisted on giving me handicap pins. :P
won with scratch :|
so i told dear that lunch's on me tmr!
dear was bowling at MF with his friends too. so he came over to say hi to me and my parents before he left. so my mum asked "so bowling's your number 1 and my daughter's your number 2 luh?" and he anwered with a hearty laugh. eeediot!!! RAHHH. oh well. hahaha. my mum came to "complain" to me after that. i told her that he was just being cheeky. :|
icing my poor fingers now. :(
5 hours to sleep before we gotta meet david at tessonsohn. boohoo.
my arms are dying from all the typing at work! :(
i wanna drag my dear boyfriend go par tor tomorrow. since he has no ideas. tsk! but i wonder if he'll comply to my crazy ideas? :X
spin me silly, 2:38 AM.
Friday, August 5, 2011
went dear's place after work today. lol.
he's a lazy pig. he was supposed to meet me at clementi for dinner then go watch league together. but?
by the time i reached commonwealth he hasnt gotten outta his house. so oh well, went over to his place instead! (:
just nice he was home alone anyway. so i made good company. hahaha. (:
he helped me fixed my handphone cover. by the time he was done with it...9pm le lo. -.- so we had dinner at 9pm then went down to watch them bowl the 3rd game. (: but dear left shortly after because his cousin was emo0-ing :( he didnt even hug me goodbye! TSK. got so shy or not? :X
work was so tiring today. other than toilet breaks, i didnt even have time for anything else. :'( why is everyone giving my their workload?! i dont even have enough time to complete 2/3 of it in the 8 hours daily!!! :((
dear's complaining and asking me to go sleep already.. :X and i'm already missing the feeling of being in his warm arms. :( gahhh.
he's a lazy pig. he was supposed to meet me at clementi for dinner then go watch league together. but?
by the time i reached commonwealth he hasnt gotten outta his house. so oh well, went over to his place instead! (:
just nice he was home alone anyway. so i made good company. hahaha. (:
he helped me fixed my handphone cover. by the time he was done with it...9pm le lo. -.- so we had dinner at 9pm then went down to watch them bowl the 3rd game. (: but dear left shortly after because his cousin was emo0-ing :( he didnt even hug me goodbye! TSK. got so shy or not? :X
work was so tiring today. other than toilet breaks, i didnt even have time for anything else. :'( why is everyone giving my their workload?! i dont even have enough time to complete 2/3 of it in the 8 hours daily!!! :((
dear's complaining and asking me to go sleep already.. :X and i'm already missing the feeling of being in his warm arms. :( gahhh.
spin me silly, 12:35 AM.
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
i smsed him that i'm lazy to sms.
he sms back that he's lazy to talk.
good game. -_-"
cant be bothered. really too tired to keep picking up the phone to sms.
lemme watch my show~
had dinner with emo larry tdy~! hope he finds someone more worthy of him soon. (:
went spotlight and got art and craft stuff to do...i havent had the mood to do anything else for him the past 2 monthsaries. cause i was unhappy about our relationship, but this month, i wanted to make something for us again.. something for him. i guess its good in a way. (:
LOL. and dear gave up. he called! hahaha~! v^_^v :P
the us who used to not be able to talk for more than 5 minutes on the phone over the past month. have been on the phone for like 15-30 minutes the past 2 days. (: i'm a happy girl~!
our relationship is back on track. i hope it stays like this all the way. (: whee.
he sms back that he's lazy to talk.
good game. -_-"
cant be bothered. really too tired to keep picking up the phone to sms.
lemme watch my show~
had dinner with emo larry tdy~! hope he finds someone more worthy of him soon. (:
went spotlight and got art and craft stuff to do...i havent had the mood to do anything else for him the past 2 monthsaries. cause i was unhappy about our relationship, but this month, i wanted to make something for us again.. something for him. i guess its good in a way. (:
LOL. and dear gave up. he called! hahaha~! v^_^v :P
the us who used to not be able to talk for more than 5 minutes on the phone over the past month. have been on the phone for like 15-30 minutes the past 2 days. (: i'm a happy girl~!
our relationship is back on track. i hope it stays like this all the way. (: whee.
spin me silly, 11:38 PM.
urinary tract infection. shit. i'm dooooomed. :(
HOW. go to the doctor and ask for antibiotics? >.<"
i keep wanting to peee when there's nothing to peee alreadyyyy~...omggg.
HOW. go to the doctor and ask for antibiotics? >.<"
i keep wanting to peee when there's nothing to peee alreadyyyy~...omggg.
spin me silly, 1:46 AM.
lol. after hanging up the phone, i seriously wish that i'm at his place, hugging him to shushh his nonsense. hahaha.
teh-ing like a big baby. hahaha!!! too adorable. bth!!! *faints*
teh-ing like a big baby. hahaha!!! too adorable. bth!!! *faints*
spin me silly, 12:47 AM.
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
hahahaa. i'm an auntie!
i know dear wanted the cleave aluminium iphone casing when i saw him browsing the website the other day while i was over at his place, so i hunted all over for it, to get the best bargain...
the shops at his house area were selling at $69, evo mobile was selling at $45, and HWZ was selling at $45. well, i managed to get it at $38!! from my workplace shops at toa payoh. cause i bargained from $55 to $38. LOL. and now dear's loving me to bits. hahaha~! he was so excited when he texted back please. like some small little boy. he went " really very auntieeee siaa! wheeeeeee!!! thankieeeewwww!!! <3 <3 <3" o.m.gggg. .____."
HAHAHA.
feel like quitting my job already. its so boring. i dislike credit refunds! hello people stop cancelling your air tickets last minute!!! just go on your holidays will you?! you'll make my life a whole lot easier! geez. :(
rolloffs next monday...will i get into sunig team? :( my aim is to make team 2. arghhh.
eyecandy was joking with me yesterday, asking me to break up with dear and get together with him. asked me like 3 times. say dear's not even remotely cute. liews....NO THANKS. i'm sticking with him~! unless he bullies me.. i hope not..dont wanna go back to those days when he's sooo cold.
i love the bubbly him now. the one who opens up to me. he's adorable this way. hahaha (:
i sincerely hope my happiness lasts. i havent been this happy in a long while. <3
i know dear wanted the cleave aluminium iphone casing when i saw him browsing the website the other day while i was over at his place, so i hunted all over for it, to get the best bargain...
the shops at his house area were selling at $69, evo mobile was selling at $45, and HWZ was selling at $45. well, i managed to get it at $38!! from my workplace shops at toa payoh. cause i bargained from $55 to $38. LOL. and now dear's loving me to bits. hahaha~! he was so excited when he texted back please. like some small little boy. he went " really very auntieeee siaa! wheeeeeee!!! thankieeeewwww!!! <3 <3 <3" o.m.gggg. .____."
HAHAHA.
feel like quitting my job already. its so boring. i dislike credit refunds! hello people stop cancelling your air tickets last minute!!! just go on your holidays will you?! you'll make my life a whole lot easier! geez. :(
rolloffs next monday...will i get into sunig team? :( my aim is to make team 2. arghhh.
eyecandy was joking with me yesterday, asking me to break up with dear and get together with him. asked me like 3 times. say dear's not even remotely cute. liews....NO THANKS. i'm sticking with him~! unless he bullies me.. i hope not..dont wanna go back to those days when he's sooo cold.
i love the bubbly him now. the one who opens up to me. he's adorable this way. hahaha (:
i sincerely hope my happiness lasts. i havent been this happy in a long while. <3
spin me silly, 9:07 PM.
i cant puke. only keep running toilet. and i feel like crap now.
back to the night before NTU opens. the exact feeling. oh gosh...
predict i might wake up in the middle of the night to puke. >.<"
back to the night before NTU opens. the exact feeling. oh gosh...
predict i might wake up in the middle of the night to puke. >.<"
spin me silly, 1:56 AM.
headache all day. took a panadol so that i could concentrate on training. apparently concentration kinda failed cause my balance was erm. off.
dear's sleepy voice never fails to amuse me. lol. cute. the mummble mummble grummbles. hahaha!
overdosage of peanut butter from supper with isaac and sebastian. off to puke!!!
dear's sleepy voice never fails to amuse me. lol. cute. the mummble mummble grummbles. hahaha!
overdosage of peanut butter from supper with isaac and sebastian. off to puke!!!
spin me silly, 1:11 AM.
Monday, August 1, 2011
sweet honeymoon. <3 (:
the long lost feeling.
hand in hand, giggling and chatting and bullying each other, while walking under the cool breezy night to the train station from his place.
i'm a happy girl.
and i'm in love again.
dear's learning to love. and i'm happy for him too. (:
gonna conquer my 1 week un-duck walk challenge set by him!
the long lost feeling.
hand in hand, giggling and chatting and bullying each other, while walking under the cool breezy night to the train station from his place.
i'm a happy girl.
and i'm in love again.
dear's learning to love. and i'm happy for him too. (:
gonna conquer my 1 week un-duck walk challenge set by him!
spin me silly, 12:20 AM.
