if everyday could be like it was just now, while he accompanied me home via train. bickering and disturbing each other, just 2 of us, with a hell lot of our nonsense. i was really happy at that moment.

T:”so how much will you get from your grow and share?”

M:”$300…i heard from kor that you’ll be getting $700?!”

T:”dont tell you! not telling you~! not sharing~ :P”

M:”but but but…ever heard the logic? like it applies to my parents too! whatever a woman earns, it goes to her private account for her own usage, but whatever a guy earns, goes into their joint account! so your money is my money anyways~!”

T:”no, its the other way round! your money is my money! my money is my money! so please transfer your $300 grow and share into my a/c please!” …. zzz -_____-“

M:”so if buy house then how?”

T:”use your money. like i said, your money is my money anyways.” LOL. double zzz .____.”

and it went on and on and on, while we were hand in hand, until i reached my stop. every issue also can bicker can. GAHHH.

or yesterday via whatsapp:

M: “you arent coming to east coast park with us? and you dont have a valid reason for not coming? ok, i’m going to tiao hai already.”

T: “okay lo, then i go shang diao now” L O L.

M: “but i heard if you shang diao and die, your spirit will come back with your head tilted!”

T: “then you’ll have an ugly bf in the next world lo”

M: “who wants to be your gf in the next world? not me, definitely not me.”

T: “of course you’re not my gf. i want you as my wife!”

M: “but erm..you see…i’m going to tiao hai now, and you’re gonna shang diao now…nvr ROM, how to be your wifey?”

T: “okay, can you please dont tiao hai first? like wait until we ROM?” …. .______.”

WTH. triple zzz!!! so he wants me to tiao hai still?!

but i’m loving it. hahaha. epic rubbishy.

well, at least i hope that, in time to come, the fears of running out of conversational topics, that have been growing inside me since my ex and i broke up, will go away…once and for all…i just wanna have a normal relationship this time…i really do. even if God ever tells me that it’s gonna be short lived again.

and with this, mel signs off. heading to bed, a happy girl. (: