Saturday, May 14, 2011
happy 2nd month dear. (2nd month and 1 day now. lol) (:
i know that you know nothing about the existence of my blog, but nevertheless, this is how i feel.
a hell lot of stuffs happened in the past month...
well, hahaha. really quite alot. we had our first quarrel cause of my insecurities left behind from a previous relationship but we made up within hours. i'm glad we are understanding to each other.
And our conversation has started flowing smoothly. now that we open up to each other, the conversing comes naturally. (:
was at dear's house on wednesday. he missed me so much that once his exams ended, he hope i could go over the next day to accompany him and let him hug me to sleep.
having someone you love, hug you to sleep in his arms, is the best feeling ever. it's like the you know you can sleep safe and sound, with a solid pair of arms protecting you and keeping you warm. it has gotta be one of the best feeling on earth till date. (: and walking hand in hand out to the nearby coffeeshop for lunch too. a really simple yet happy life.
after which we headed back to his place, to watch show while i studied. he fell asleep watching his show, i studied till i was sleepy too. so i went to lie beside him and pretended to sleep when i saw him suddenly stirred, opening his eyes to see what was going on. Noticing that i was beside him, without blanket, in his aircon room, he quickly took his comforter to cover me too, while pulling me close to him to hug me to sleep. He used his arms as my pillow.
to be honest, i felt really loved then. i was happy. and realized that this is a guy, whom will look after me...definitely. i really love tiac quite alot.
apart from the fact that some of my friends are wondering what's wrong with my taste. (it deviated 180 degrees from the norm.), telling me he's not cute or has crooked teeth or almost same height as me or my friend jas, that doesnt like his blunt mouth...
i actually find myself loving him pretty much still.
i just hope it'll stay this way, or that he'll love me even more. i'm happy with the way things are. i'm pretty contented with what i have in life at the moment, irregardless of how the future may turn out to be.
he, who makes my heart beat, who makes my mind swirl, who makes my laughter, who makes me feel loved, who holds my hand or hug me even when he's in front of his guy friends, who makes me feel special, who isn't afraid of being a baby when he needs me...tiac. (:
yes i've been hurt before. really hurt by my ex last year. till the extent that i brought my insecurities from the past into this r/s too. I know it's wrong, so i'm working to get rid of all my fears, of infidelity, of cheating, of a change of heart, etc. etc. and just put some trust in him that he'll be able to make my world full of rainbows and sunshines. (:
happy 2nd month dear. i'm happy i found you. happy to be by your side. even though i didnt take much notice of you in the first place (before we got together), till the day our friends pang seh-ed us and we hung out alone, just the 2 of us. hahaha.
<3 cheers, for the many more months and years to come. (: lemme have some faith this time, that you're not like the other guys out there, all out to break a girl's heart. even though you may not know how to be romantic, aint my ideal cute guy, but, my heart belongs to you.
please handle it with utmost care. (:
ilu. (:
i know that you know nothing about the existence of my blog, but nevertheless, this is how i feel.
a hell lot of stuffs happened in the past month...
well, hahaha. really quite alot. we had our first quarrel cause of my insecurities left behind from a previous relationship but we made up within hours. i'm glad we are understanding to each other.
And our conversation has started flowing smoothly. now that we open up to each other, the conversing comes naturally. (:
was at dear's house on wednesday. he missed me so much that once his exams ended, he hope i could go over the next day to accompany him and let him hug me to sleep.
having someone you love, hug you to sleep in his arms, is the best feeling ever. it's like the you know you can sleep safe and sound, with a solid pair of arms protecting you and keeping you warm. it has gotta be one of the best feeling on earth till date. (: and walking hand in hand out to the nearby coffeeshop for lunch too. a really simple yet happy life.
after which we headed back to his place, to watch show while i studied. he fell asleep watching his show, i studied till i was sleepy too. so i went to lie beside him and pretended to sleep when i saw him suddenly stirred, opening his eyes to see what was going on. Noticing that i was beside him, without blanket, in his aircon room, he quickly took his comforter to cover me too, while pulling me close to him to hug me to sleep. He used his arms as my pillow.
to be honest, i felt really loved then. i was happy. and realized that this is a guy, whom will look after me...definitely. i really love tiac quite alot.
apart from the fact that some of my friends are wondering what's wrong with my taste. (it deviated 180 degrees from the norm.), telling me he's not cute or has crooked teeth or almost same height as me or my friend jas, that doesnt like his blunt mouth...
i actually find myself loving him pretty much still.
i just hope it'll stay this way, or that he'll love me even more. i'm happy with the way things are. i'm pretty contented with what i have in life at the moment, irregardless of how the future may turn out to be.
he, who makes my heart beat, who makes my mind swirl, who makes my laughter, who makes me feel loved, who holds my hand or hug me even when he's in front of his guy friends, who makes me feel special, who isn't afraid of being a baby when he needs me...tiac. (:
yes i've been hurt before. really hurt by my ex last year. till the extent that i brought my insecurities from the past into this r/s too. I know it's wrong, so i'm working to get rid of all my fears, of infidelity, of cheating, of a change of heart, etc. etc. and just put some trust in him that he'll be able to make my world full of rainbows and sunshines. (:
happy 2nd month dear. i'm happy i found you. happy to be by your side. even though i didnt take much notice of you in the first place (before we got together), till the day our friends pang seh-ed us and we hung out alone, just the 2 of us. hahaha.
<3 cheers, for the many more months and years to come. (: lemme have some faith this time, that you're not like the other guys out there, all out to break a girl's heart. even though you may not know how to be romantic, aint my ideal cute guy, but, my heart belongs to you.
please handle it with utmost care. (:
ilu. (:
spin me silly, 3:04 AM.
