Monday, May 30, 2011
surprisingly, even though dear reached singapore at 4pm today, i didnt emo when he told me he was gonna head down to OCC to bowl 2 mq of singapore open. i think i'm becoming more understanding already. i believe he'll ask me out when he has the time.
just wished him goodnight over the phone. to be honest, i miss him quite alot...realized it when i heard his voice. but oh well. i want him to do well too. he's bowling another 2 mq tmr morning. shall wake up and wish him goodluck. (: if he faster qualify, he'll have a little time for me in between i guess.. lol. havent seen him in a week! yes, its been officially a week already. he die die also wont admit that he misses me too. damnit. :'(
my stubborn boyfriend. urgh.
how to reduce the swelling in my thumb! its becoming corns! arghhhh!!! bowling 26 games in a week and 8 games in 2 hours WAS NO JOKE MANS. (counting the fact that i'm a new bowler, have never bowled any leagues or competitions before) i was tired max by the time we reached the 6th game. lol. i better train up on my stamina and mental strength. oh, and perseverance too.
i dont like 8 pin tap. even if they wanna play 8 pin tap, they should put it before scratch games!!! after the 5th game, i could throw constant pockets anymore. cause the lanes were like... eww? we had to change lanes every game..and each one got oilier at the back end. urghs. from 10th position to 12th to 14th to 16th to 17th. all thanks to 8 pin tap. cause i kept hitting 7 pins (missing pockets. even if i got pockets i split with pins 4 7 10) .___." the feeling sucked.
i miss dear. :( eek. time to design a new logo for the new polo tee for school team. go go inspiration! and dear thumb, please go back to the normal size. i wanna train hard tomorrow. i need to pull my average to at least 150+ by ntu trios... jiayou!!! and hopefully reach my first scratch 200 game... should train my sparing over the week..
dear god, let dear qualify tomorrow please! (:
i secretly wish he'll come and find me during training... but i dont dare keep my hopes up. cause the more i hope, the more disappointed i get only. bowling is his wife, i'm but the mistress... :(
but if ntu trio's participants have to go tmr, i would have to see his "friend" Ian. and if Ian doesnt see dear there to get me, he'll be secretly laughing away i guess, that i chose a man who doesnt care or doesnt have the time for me. i chose a man who values bowling over me. he'd probably say stuffs like that. whatever. i know why i chose this guy to be my boyfriend. he's simple, he believes in the good of everyone, he's passionate about his sport, he's caring. and thats enough for me.
but i'm damn proud of dear's performance in msia open nonetheless... (:
just wished him goodnight over the phone. to be honest, i miss him quite alot...realized it when i heard his voice. but oh well. i want him to do well too. he's bowling another 2 mq tmr morning. shall wake up and wish him goodluck. (: if he faster qualify, he'll have a little time for me in between i guess.. lol. havent seen him in a week! yes, its been officially a week already. he die die also wont admit that he misses me too. damnit. :'(
my stubborn boyfriend. urgh.
how to reduce the swelling in my thumb! its becoming corns! arghhhh!!! bowling 26 games in a week and 8 games in 2 hours WAS NO JOKE MANS. (counting the fact that i'm a new bowler, have never bowled any leagues or competitions before) i was tired max by the time we reached the 6th game. lol. i better train up on my stamina and mental strength. oh, and perseverance too.
i dont like 8 pin tap. even if they wanna play 8 pin tap, they should put it before scratch games!!! after the 5th game, i could throw constant pockets anymore. cause the lanes were like... eww? we had to change lanes every game..and each one got oilier at the back end. urghs. from 10th position to 12th to 14th to 16th to 17th. all thanks to 8 pin tap. cause i kept hitting 7 pins (missing pockets. even if i got pockets i split with pins 4 7 10) .___." the feeling sucked.
i miss dear. :( eek. time to design a new logo for the new polo tee for school team. go go inspiration! and dear thumb, please go back to the normal size. i wanna train hard tomorrow. i need to pull my average to at least 150+ by ntu trios... jiayou!!! and hopefully reach my first scratch 200 game... should train my sparing over the week..
dear god, let dear qualify tomorrow please! (:
i secretly wish he'll come and find me during training... but i dont dare keep my hopes up. cause the more i hope, the more disappointed i get only. bowling is his wife, i'm but the mistress... :(
but if ntu trio's participants have to go tmr, i would have to see his "friend" Ian. and if Ian doesnt see dear there to get me, he'll be secretly laughing away i guess, that i chose a man who doesnt care or doesnt have the time for me. i chose a man who values bowling over me. he'd probably say stuffs like that. whatever. i know why i chose this guy to be my boyfriend. he's simple, he believes in the good of everyone, he's passionate about his sport, he's caring. and thats enough for me.
but i'm damn proud of dear's performance in msia open nonetheless... (:
spin me silly, 1:27 AM.
