Sunday, June 26, 2011
baby's had a bad day...
feeling lousy from being last place...
i so wanna give him a hug, but i cant see him. :(
and i don't wanna be taken for granted...
gave him a piece of advice...that he cant be bowling 24/7. he needs to find the original passion, that very first reason that made him fall in love with bowling. he's been bowling bowling bowling until he's been neglecting every other aspect of his life. his clique, me, we all miss him loads. it's not healthy for him. what he needs is probably a break from it all. after all, it's not easy to survive in the elite team...but he's been pushing himself too hard.
i know how much baby loves bowling. but he needs to know how to love himself and others too. he's been eat sleep drink shit every thought on bowling... it really isn't healthy for him. i want to tell him he needs to rest too. he needs some of his social life back before he loses it from putting everything into bowling. yes it is his dream. i know how badly baby wants to bowl SEA games... but is this even the right way?
not even sure if it'll get into his head. his mind is really...99% bowling 1 % on his dramas...
i'm fitting in nowhere. neither are his friends. he doesn't even ask me what i'm up to these days...sighs.
playing the swing lover pendulum thingy he got me from malaysia...every time i swing it, i actually hope he thinks of me...so stupid la! :(
8 games of 9 pin tap with kor at RTC tomorrow. it'll be a miracle if he can even win top 4 with me as partner la!!! he has to probably score perfect games to cover me. lol.
feeling lousy from being last place...
i so wanna give him a hug, but i cant see him. :(
and i don't wanna be taken for granted...
gave him a piece of advice...that he cant be bowling 24/7. he needs to find the original passion, that very first reason that made him fall in love with bowling. he's been bowling bowling bowling until he's been neglecting every other aspect of his life. his clique, me, we all miss him loads. it's not healthy for him. what he needs is probably a break from it all. after all, it's not easy to survive in the elite team...but he's been pushing himself too hard.
i know how much baby loves bowling. but he needs to know how to love himself and others too. he's been eat sleep drink shit every thought on bowling... it really isn't healthy for him. i want to tell him he needs to rest too. he needs some of his social life back before he loses it from putting everything into bowling. yes it is his dream. i know how badly baby wants to bowl SEA games... but is this even the right way?
not even sure if it'll get into his head. his mind is really...99% bowling 1 % on his dramas...
i'm fitting in nowhere. neither are his friends. he doesn't even ask me what i'm up to these days...sighs.
playing the swing lover pendulum thingy he got me from malaysia...every time i swing it, i actually hope he thinks of me...so stupid la! :(
8 games of 9 pin tap with kor at RTC tomorrow. it'll be a miracle if he can even win top 4 with me as partner la!!! he has to probably score perfect games to cover me. lol.
spin me silly, 12:43 AM.
