dear god,please lessen my uncle's pain...if he's meant to be with you, please let him go painlessly. if he's meant to live longer, let him live painlessly so that he can spend his remaining days happily with his kids...and dear god,please help me make my relationship work out. make him open up to me...2 weeks of competition has left me feeling a little detached from him. he has no time for me, no time for my life, no time to accompany me... but most importantly, bless him so that he'll get into top 4 position for stepladders later! or maybe just top 10 at the very least? :( i...know how much he wants to bowl stepladders, just that he lost his focus for a couple of games today, and the lane conditions werent favourable to him once they started drying up... please just let him bowl all 240 high games tomorrow? much as i told him i wont go down to support him since no one is accompanying me, i'll be going down tomorrow...even if it means going alone...do bless him and lemme watch him bowl at his best. (:looking at the pendulum couple swing he bought for me from malaysia. cant help but laugh at it everytime i look at it. what was he thinking when he bought this cute cheesy thing mans??? LOL. and pink shorts! he bought me pink shorts from msia for me for training! how thoughtful. :D at least he remembered me while bowling his msia open in msia. for that, im grateful. BUT SWEET TALK ME ALREADY! :( i wish you would sweet talk me once in awhile luh!! RAHHHS.
i lost my ankleband. my "定情物" for him..it was a pair... i lost it while watching him bowl just now. sighs. i'm really upset. it took me really long to make that! and now its no longer a pair :'(
and omg! the lowest score for women's open is like...what. 139?! :( that's erm...my normal.. T_T 4 open frames kind. sighs!!! the women bowled better than the guys! LOL. i think one of CP's games made the lowest of the day...129. >.<" closed 2 frames only i think..
spin me silly, 1:21 AM.