Saturday, June 11, 2011
he accompanied me. and i'm thankful enough for that.
even though he couldnt gimme an answer in words, for how he felt about me or where he wanted the r/s to head to... i'm just thankful enough for him being there, lending me his shoulders to cry on today. hugging me while i teared. for once, tiac really felt like my boyfriend. for once, i felt his support...i felt his care.
sometimes actions do speak louder than words. and i knew, he made the effort today to accompany me...
its gonna be a long journey for me ahead, to try and win his heart over...though bowling is definitely gonna be his first love for a long time to come...will try my best to be supportive. will try my best to lead my own life so that i wont keep making him the center of my life. it'll be healthier for us that way. especially for me...so i wont think so much! if he loves me enough, he'll make the effort. if he doesnt, that it's ok. there will be others who will see the good in me too...after all the heartaches, that is.
thank you babe. even though you havent called me dear in like... 3 days? or i love you in a week? i hope to hear it from you soon.. at least hugs is a good start again i guess...
hoping things will go back to how they were while you were still in national dev team and on a training break. my paper crane surprise, my bouquet of teddies, my ginseng drink... (: thou shall not hope. thou shall not expect. thou can only wish. lol...
dear god, please take good care of my uncle up above. please lead his children and wife towards Christianity, and let them seek solace and peace in their hearts from the loss of their beloved father, husband.
rest in peace in heaven, uncle Robin. leave grandma, grandpa, auntie jessie and jason and justin to us. we'll keep them going...
even though he couldnt gimme an answer in words, for how he felt about me or where he wanted the r/s to head to... i'm just thankful enough for him being there, lending me his shoulders to cry on today. hugging me while i teared. for once, tiac really felt like my boyfriend. for once, i felt his support...i felt his care.
sometimes actions do speak louder than words. and i knew, he made the effort today to accompany me...
its gonna be a long journey for me ahead, to try and win his heart over...though bowling is definitely gonna be his first love for a long time to come...will try my best to be supportive. will try my best to lead my own life so that i wont keep making him the center of my life. it'll be healthier for us that way. especially for me...so i wont think so much! if he loves me enough, he'll make the effort. if he doesnt, that it's ok. there will be others who will see the good in me too...after all the heartaches, that is.
thank you babe. even though you havent called me dear in like... 3 days? or i love you in a week? i hope to hear it from you soon.. at least hugs is a good start again i guess...
hoping things will go back to how they were while you were still in national dev team and on a training break. my paper crane surprise, my bouquet of teddies, my ginseng drink... (: thou shall not hope. thou shall not expect. thou can only wish. lol...
dear god, please take good care of my uncle up above. please lead his children and wife towards Christianity, and let them seek solace and peace in their hearts from the loss of their beloved father, husband.
rest in peace in heaven, uncle Robin. leave grandma, grandpa, auntie jessie and jason and justin to us. we'll keep them going...
spin me silly, 12:27 AM.
