Monday, June 13, 2011
its our 3rd month together. i really wanna put happy in front of it, but i'm not quite sure if that's what we are feeling now...
babe doesn't have the time for me. he's gonna be busy the whole week again... but i complained why he hasn't called me dear in 5 days, and he finally did...
not quite sure if it's because he's guilty for being so busy or if it's because he actually meant it!
had enough of guessing. whatever.
went out with yiyong today. we're so good friends that people might mistake us for a couple, to be honest...we share similar interests in photography and know too much about each others past relationship life already. lol. that's why he's my closest male buddy. he's seen me through all my relationships...and he's telling me, this one, isn't gonna last at the rate we're going, at the rate i'm compromising... :'(
sighs. i dont know what to expect anymore. just gotta move forward and see how it goes. keeping busy is the best solution. whether or not we work out, i leave it to him. if he makes the effort, then good, if not, we'll eventually drift apart anyways...
not even sure if he'll remember to wish me when he wakes up...
babe doesn't have the time for me. he's gonna be busy the whole week again... but i complained why he hasn't called me dear in 5 days, and he finally did...
not quite sure if it's because he's guilty for being so busy or if it's because he actually meant it!
had enough of guessing. whatever.
went out with yiyong today. we're so good friends that people might mistake us for a couple, to be honest...we share similar interests in photography and know too much about each others past relationship life already. lol. that's why he's my closest male buddy. he's seen me through all my relationships...and he's telling me, this one, isn't gonna last at the rate we're going, at the rate i'm compromising... :'(
sighs. i dont know what to expect anymore. just gotta move forward and see how it goes. keeping busy is the best solution. whether or not we work out, i leave it to him. if he makes the effort, then good, if not, we'll eventually drift apart anyways...
not even sure if he'll remember to wish me when he wakes up...
spin me silly, 3:44 AM.
