Wednesday, June 22, 2011
life is as per normal.
finally got to see dear after 9 days, even though its just for awhile.
it was mich and his mum's birthday.
went to lim chu kang with him to pay respect to her for the first time.
didnt know how to introduce myself to her, so i prayed silently.
"hi auntie, you might not know me.. i'm your son tiac's gf. although our r/s isn't quite solid at the moment...flimsy i might say. please do give us your blessings.
and please help your son, get seeded for the SEA games these 2 weeks. it's his dream. please bless him auntie. he'll be happy. as long as he's happy, its good. and of course, happy birthday auntie. i'll try my best to help you support him, try to hold out for as long as i can. i just wish he'll reciprocate more sometimes..."
and bowed to auntie and left the place. i miss dear alot. i feel that sometimes even though im beside him, i feel so distant from him. his mind is all in his bowling...
i really dont want us to drift apart... i really dont want it. someone please help me. anyone. :'(
i think mich is happier this year. because i managed to make her dear godbro, wish her happy birthday again, the first time after his mum passed away...and surprised her with a cake at 12 midnight at her place.. (: i hope it made her day (:
gonna get effed by david at training later for saturday NTU open's incident. i will never ever leave my balls with anyone again. never ever again...
finally got to see dear after 9 days, even though its just for awhile.
it was mich and his mum's birthday.
went to lim chu kang with him to pay respect to her for the first time.
didnt know how to introduce myself to her, so i prayed silently.
"hi auntie, you might not know me.. i'm your son tiac's gf. although our r/s isn't quite solid at the moment...flimsy i might say. please do give us your blessings.
and please help your son, get seeded for the SEA games these 2 weeks. it's his dream. please bless him auntie. he'll be happy. as long as he's happy, its good. and of course, happy birthday auntie. i'll try my best to help you support him, try to hold out for as long as i can. i just wish he'll reciprocate more sometimes..."
and bowed to auntie and left the place. i miss dear alot. i feel that sometimes even though im beside him, i feel so distant from him. his mind is all in his bowling...
i really dont want us to drift apart... i really dont want it. someone please help me. anyone. :'(
i think mich is happier this year. because i managed to make her dear godbro, wish her happy birthday again, the first time after his mum passed away...and surprised her with a cake at 12 midnight at her place.. (: i hope it made her day (:
gonna get effed by david at training later for saturday NTU open's incident. i will never ever leave my balls with anyone again. never ever again...
spin me silly, 3:31 PM.
