maybe its time to end it. yes i love dear. but the future's become more bleak each day. he wants his dreams, he can have them. i didnt know making it into the national team would change things so much...to think i prayed to god hoping his efforts will be realized, so dear god, is this the price i have to pay for him? to lose a loved one? to lose him?
spin me silly, 12:19 AM.