Friday, June 10, 2011
Time and again, I centre my life around a man, who isn't ready to make me the centre of his life...but his dreams as the top priority.
Why does it always happen to me? He loves me, yes he does, just not enough to make me feel like...I'm important and non-replaceable in his life...
My heart hurts. I'm trying to hold on and be supportive, but to be honest, it isn't easy. Not at all... I wonder how strong my love for him is...how long I can survive this. but I love this man, how? stab me already. If I hang on I might die. If I dont, I'll die even faster... :(
spin me silly, 12:22 AM.
