Thursday, June 9, 2011
uncle passed away at 355am this morning. i heard he had an encounter with God...which left him to choose baptism route..days before he passed away. kinda touching that he's now resting in peace.
my uncle was a great man (even though we couldnt get along in the past). upon knowing he had cancer again, he went out to work, and work and work, hoping to earn enough money for his wife and kids before the day he departs this world...with odd jobs and all, he managed to save $2+k for his wife and kids... not much, but for a sick man, it's quite a sum...
seeing my auntie hug his coffin and cry, tears trickled down my face too. this is really when "till death do us part". my uncle, her husband, will never be able to talk to her again, give her a massage when she's tired again, sleep beside her in bed again, hold her hands and walk down the streets again...it made me realize how shallow i was in my idea of love.
my uncle loved my auntie alot. actions showed it. efforts showed it. and my auntie loved my uncle alot too...she caters to his needs, never deserting him in times of need, supported him all the way till the end.
After seeing love like that, i wonder whether i've been wasting the past 4 days of my life, brooding over something in my r/s that...seems like nothing compared to my aunt and uncle's love. i don't wanna be taken for granted, which i am now. its either i support him and he cares for me, (he hasn't called me dear in 2 days...), or he'll lose me and it'll really be his loss...cause i've done my part to be the best understanding gf already.
normal men would be able to chase their dreams, with the support of their gf and care for them and love them at the same time...
if it's meant to be, we'll be together.
if it's not meant to be, then i can only say i've done my best.
que sera sera~ whatever will be, will be.
too tired. i need to sleep. gotta wake up early to go over and accompany grandma again in the morning...my baby cousins too..they need us.
my uncle was a great man (even though we couldnt get along in the past). upon knowing he had cancer again, he went out to work, and work and work, hoping to earn enough money for his wife and kids before the day he departs this world...with odd jobs and all, he managed to save $2+k for his wife and kids... not much, but for a sick man, it's quite a sum...
seeing my auntie hug his coffin and cry, tears trickled down my face too. this is really when "till death do us part". my uncle, her husband, will never be able to talk to her again, give her a massage when she's tired again, sleep beside her in bed again, hold her hands and walk down the streets again...it made me realize how shallow i was in my idea of love.
my uncle loved my auntie alot. actions showed it. efforts showed it. and my auntie loved my uncle alot too...she caters to his needs, never deserting him in times of need, supported him all the way till the end.
After seeing love like that, i wonder whether i've been wasting the past 4 days of my life, brooding over something in my r/s that...seems like nothing compared to my aunt and uncle's love. i don't wanna be taken for granted, which i am now. its either i support him and he cares for me, (he hasn't called me dear in 2 days...), or he'll lose me and it'll really be his loss...cause i've done my part to be the best understanding gf already.
normal men would be able to chase their dreams, with the support of their gf and care for them and love them at the same time...
if it's meant to be, we'll be together.
if it's not meant to be, then i can only say i've done my best.
que sera sera~ whatever will be, will be.
too tired. i need to sleep. gotta wake up early to go over and accompany grandma again in the morning...my baby cousins too..they need us.
spin me silly, 1:55 AM.
