Monday, June 6, 2011
what should i do? the decision lies in my hands...its either i try to hold on to him and live with the loneliness when he isnt available most of the times, or give up on him totally, letting my heart shatter into bits while losing him at the same time...
oh fuck, i so wanna cry.
why does god always have to do this to me?! cant you let the man i love, love me back the same way, without having restrictions?? why god, why? is this your test for me? to see if i'd be able to compromise and hurt myself further for love? why oh why! god, please dont lemme suffer anothe heartbreak. i dont think i can take it anymore. my heart's crying too...
you gimme a man who puts bowling first, but loves me at the same time. what should i do?!
crying like fuck.
oh fuck, i so wanna cry.
why does god always have to do this to me?! cant you let the man i love, love me back the same way, without having restrictions?? why god, why? is this your test for me? to see if i'd be able to compromise and hurt myself further for love? why oh why! god, please dont lemme suffer anothe heartbreak. i dont think i can take it anymore. my heart's crying too...
you gimme a man who puts bowling first, but loves me at the same time. what should i do?!
crying like fuck.
spin me silly, 1:34 AM.
