with singapore opens coming to a close today, i hope dear picks up his game in salvaging our feeble relationship that has been plagued by exams preparations and weeks of competition...he better be the proactive one. i'm gonna take a back seat le. i'm been feeling dejected and left out for long enough le...up his game, do his job as a bf by asking me out on dates and taking care of me or opening up more about himself and his dreams to me...i felt so left out when i went to support him today. urgh. he was like with his team the whole while, while i was left alone with Larry... :'( David had to ask me for the 1001th time "where's your bf? why he never spend time with you one? why you always alone one?" fml. to be honest, i felt terribly sad when i saw cp and his gf and jovi and his gf...and wondered why mine doesn't automatically come and find me...whether i mean something to him at all...
jazreel tan did a damn good job against kelly kulick! i admire her now mans. 210 vs 226. gosh. her 6 pins throw was costly... but nevertheless, she ignited my passion to bowl again...though my score is probably..what, almost half of hers? cause i cant up my spare rates yet? cause i'm fairly new to bowling? LOL. damnit. :| the time i reach her standard, i'll probably be able to qualify for senior's open already. super regret not joining bowling in poly. sighs!
spin me silly, 3:30 AM.