Wednesday, July 27, 2011
dear and i chatted on the phone for 48 minutes today. record breaking! even though its just a simple understanding of each other's week, current songs etc... i feel a little better.
everytime he goes away, i feel like he's so distant cause he doesnt sweet talk me in his msges.. and its rare because he has to bowl his best and he's tired. i understand.
cant wait for him to bring me out on a date! :D
i really wanna wanna go marina barrage and fly a kite though. or camwhore. or to sentosa the shooting place that i wanted to try my marksmanship! or or...even to westcoast park to climb the pyramid together. or even if its back to cycling at ECP.. (: but i dont dare to keep my hopes up for anything..cause i still dont know where i stand in dear's heart... :(
wherever we go, it should be fun... even if we think our r/s isnt gonna work out in the long run, at least, can we make it worthwhile while it lasts? lets just be happy? be frank?
its been 2 months since i last heard him said i miss you or i love you. :( its kinda saddening. to say i've never cried about it is a lie...im trying to believe that its his pride that makes him this way.
fell asleep typing all these. geez. goodnight world! for once, i'm going to sleep a 3/4 contented me...hopefully i get better dreams tonight..(:
urgh so tired. period came. so happy~!
everytime he goes away, i feel like he's so distant cause he doesnt sweet talk me in his msges.. and its rare because he has to bowl his best and he's tired. i understand.
cant wait for him to bring me out on a date! :D
i really wanna wanna go marina barrage and fly a kite though. or camwhore. or to sentosa the shooting place that i wanted to try my marksmanship! or or...even to westcoast park to climb the pyramid together. or even if its back to cycling at ECP.. (: but i dont dare to keep my hopes up for anything..cause i still dont know where i stand in dear's heart... :(
wherever we go, it should be fun... even if we think our r/s isnt gonna work out in the long run, at least, can we make it worthwhile while it lasts? lets just be happy? be frank?
its been 2 months since i last heard him said i miss you or i love you. :( its kinda saddening. to say i've never cried about it is a lie...im trying to believe that its his pride that makes him this way.
fell asleep typing all these. geez. goodnight world! for once, i'm going to sleep a 3/4 contented me...hopefully i get better dreams tonight..(:
urgh so tired. period came. so happy~!
spin me silly, 1:09 AM.
