Tuesday, July 12, 2011
dear,
i missed you so.
acting tough and all in front of everyone because i didnt wanna look like i'm the happiest girl on earth just because you appeared...
everytime you pop outta nowhere, i feel happy. but then again, 我好害怕，幸福哪怕只是短短一下下...
from the soft look in your eyes, i know that there's still humanity in you, there's still warm feelings in you. and i know i still have a place in your heart. sometimes, the eyes actually tell me more than what your lips do. (oh wait, your lips never do tell me). but yes dear, the look makes me melt. makes me go weak in the knees. so please stop leaving me hanging, for i'll crumble and dieeeee!
i called him 口是心非 and teased him in the car on the way to supper. hahaha.
to be honest, i feel that even though our r/s is not stable now. i feel like we communicate more than we ever did as a couple from the start. we're starting to learn to share... learn to listen.. bit by bit. and i hope this will never end, (even though i'm already shielding my heart from the possible hurt it might suffer in the long run...)
因为曾经拥有，所以害怕失去。
dear god,
teach me how to love me man in a way he'll love me back the same...
and yay. he made it to indonesia opens! (: (even though i wont see him for 6 days. but oh well!)
i missed you so.
acting tough and all in front of everyone because i didnt wanna look like i'm the happiest girl on earth just because you appeared...
everytime you pop outta nowhere, i feel happy. but then again, 我好害怕，幸福哪怕只是短短一下下...
from the soft look in your eyes, i know that there's still humanity in you, there's still warm feelings in you. and i know i still have a place in your heart. sometimes, the eyes actually tell me more than what your lips do. (oh wait, your lips never do tell me). but yes dear, the look makes me melt. makes me go weak in the knees. so please stop leaving me hanging, for i'll crumble and dieeeee!
i called him 口是心非 and teased him in the car on the way to supper. hahaha.
to be honest, i feel that even though our r/s is not stable now. i feel like we communicate more than we ever did as a couple from the start. we're starting to learn to share... learn to listen.. bit by bit. and i hope this will never end, (even though i'm already shielding my heart from the possible hurt it might suffer in the long run...)
因为曾经拥有，所以害怕失去。
dear god,
teach me how to love me man in a way he'll love me back the same...
and yay. he made it to indonesia opens! (: (even though i wont see him for 6 days. but oh well!)
spin me silly, 12:23 AM.
