Friday, July 29, 2011
fell asleep texting him yesterday...
and you know what happens when you're dozing off and texting at the same time. you tend to subconsciously type what you are really feeling, and that was what i typed... i replied very sadly, telling him it's okay if i'm a panda, then at least when i'm being sent to the zoo, the zoo keeper there will willingly cook mee for me, care for me and tell me he loves me. the benefits of being a panda..
and that i'll be a really happy dog (whytf did i say dog?! omg sia.) if he'd just tell me "sure i'll cook for you when you come over to my place the next time"
still left to guess where i stand in his heart. but now that pms period is over. it's way easier to handle my emotions. i'm gonna be me!
looking back at the message he messaged me before leaving for msia opens. that was the last time i saw him type love you enthusiastically i guess. i want our r/s to go back to the way it was. guess it needs time and luck and efforts on his part. if not i also dont wanna hold on already...
work is so tiring! but today seem to have passed quickly probably because i've slept way more than usual! and he was my alarm clock to wake me up to shower before i go back to sleep. nag nag nag me to quick go bathe and then can sleep properly. but i like. hahaa.
oh well, just hope my happiness lasts.
ewww. someone shitted and the smell's wafting to my room! :( TERRIBLE.
off to watch my show! (;
and you know what happens when you're dozing off and texting at the same time. you tend to subconsciously type what you are really feeling, and that was what i typed... i replied very sadly, telling him it's okay if i'm a panda, then at least when i'm being sent to the zoo, the zoo keeper there will willingly cook mee for me, care for me and tell me he loves me. the benefits of being a panda..
and that i'll be a really happy dog (whytf did i say dog?! omg sia.) if he'd just tell me "sure i'll cook for you when you come over to my place the next time"
still left to guess where i stand in his heart. but now that pms period is over. it's way easier to handle my emotions. i'm gonna be me!
looking back at the message he messaged me before leaving for msia opens. that was the last time i saw him type love you enthusiastically i guess. i want our r/s to go back to the way it was. guess it needs time and luck and efforts on his part. if not i also dont wanna hold on already...
work is so tiring! but today seem to have passed quickly probably because i've slept way more than usual! and he was my alarm clock to wake me up to shower before i go back to sleep. nag nag nag me to quick go bathe and then can sleep properly. but i like. hahaa.
oh well, just hope my happiness lasts.
ewww. someone shitted and the smell's wafting to my room! :( TERRIBLE.
off to watch my show! (;
spin me silly, 11:01 PM.
