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Wednesday, July 6, 2011

ha. ha. ha. i gave in again. i'm the fool.
i cried over the phone, i cried.
fml.

if he cant change that part of him for me, then there's no point, cause i wont be able to live like that in the long run. if he cant change for me (its not like i'm asking him to go for a makeover or drastic surgery or something), might as well cut it short. every girl needs reassurances, i'm a typical next door girl. i need them too. i'm not superwoman.

dear god,
what should i do? i'm shivering. i only shiver when something bad's happened and i cry.
everyone's telling me to give him up. but it's me who's stubborn and want to hold on to the little bit of love, to the bond we share... am i being stupid? :'(
anyway today marks the start of collegiate league, i'm just gonna play to the best of my ability from the limited amount of knowledge i have so far with regards to bowling.
put all my thoughts into bowling, then i wont be miserable.
then i wont have to think.
self denial ftw.

spin me silly, 11:06 PM.

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Melissa
09/01/88
still a child at heart
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