ha. ha. ha. i gave in again. i'm the fool.
i cried over the phone,
i cried. fml.if he cant change that part of him for me, then there's no point, cause i wont be able to live like that in the long run. if he cant change for me (its not like i'm asking him to go for a makeover or drastic surgery or something), might as well cut it short. every girl needs reassurances, i'm a typical next door girl. i need them too. i'm not superwoman.
dear god,what should i do? i'm shivering. i only shiver when something bad's happened and i cry.everyone's telling me to give him up. but it's me who's stubborn and want to hold on to the little bit of love, to the bond we share... am i being stupid? :'(anyway today marks the start of collegiate league, i'm just gonna play to the best of my ability from the limited amount of knowledge i have so far with regards to bowling.put all my thoughts into bowling, then i wont be miserable. then i wont have to think.self denial ftw.
spin me silly, 11:06 PM.