Thursday, July 21, 2011
he, bowled badly. wasnt in a good mood. replied me like this. yeah. this kinda way. just a few words. with fullstops behind. oh well, at least he replied issit? yeah. thats the positive side to it.
and here i'm, being the understanding and supportive gf again. i understand his lousy mood. but its been like that for the past 2 days... tell me he's going to bed and then see him adding people on fb, see him tweeting like 1/2-1 hour later after he tells me so... :(
will i ever ever ever feel super duper loved and appreciated by him..for all the supporting i've done?? why so different from msia opens! oh well. heck. he doesnt even bother replying to my sweet goodnight text these days.
bowled league today! at e!hub! against NP team 1... was the first bowler because i had the highest handicap of 35 pins thanks to OCC's lanes -.-" i hated them. but after today, i'm left with 24 pins handicap! (: :( mixed feelings actually. without handicap, i bowled 149, 168, 177 today! (: with the new handicap, i totaled 173, 192, 201! :D hahaha. should be worth many points i hope. redeem myself for only winning 1 point in week 1. >.<"
Ian, Raymond, Kor and Brian Seet didi had a bonding session instead. lol. so cute. When brian tried to treat Ian like a baby, just because ian lost by a few pins. HAHA.
it's been a tiring day at work, but bowling made me happy again. (even though i stepped on the cockroach on my 2nd frame into my first game. no wonder i slipped -.-)(and ARGH! i forgot to clean my left sole!!!)
ok. time to blow hair and get to bed!
before that, my wishes for the day:
dear god,
please make my dear happy. please help him bowl well, and shoo away whatever evil spirits lurking around him (mirror thingy. yes i'm pantang. even if he's not -.-). please guide him, even though he doesnt believe in you. let him excel. let him shine. i'm okay even if i'm being neglected in the process. yes it hurts, but i'll be fine. if he's happy, its good enough...
please help him straight into masters! Thanks!
yoko yoko, thank you for keeping my hurting left shoulder warm on a night like this. you're my most trusted friend. (:
and here i'm, being the understanding and supportive gf again. i understand his lousy mood. but its been like that for the past 2 days... tell me he's going to bed and then see him adding people on fb, see him tweeting like 1/2-1 hour later after he tells me so... :(
will i ever ever ever feel super duper loved and appreciated by him..for all the supporting i've done?? why so different from msia opens! oh well. heck. he doesnt even bother replying to my sweet goodnight text these days.
bowled league today! at e!hub! against NP team 1... was the first bowler because i had the highest handicap of 35 pins thanks to OCC's lanes -.-" i hated them. but after today, i'm left with 24 pins handicap! (: :( mixed feelings actually. without handicap, i bowled 149, 168, 177 today! (: with the new handicap, i totaled 173, 192, 201! :D hahaha. should be worth many points i hope. redeem myself for only winning 1 point in week 1. >.<"
Ian, Raymond, Kor and Brian Seet didi had a bonding session instead. lol. so cute. When brian tried to treat Ian like a baby, just because ian lost by a few pins. HAHA.
it's been a tiring day at work, but bowling made me happy again. (even though i stepped on the cockroach on my 2nd frame into my first game. no wonder i slipped -.-)(and ARGH! i forgot to clean my left sole!!!)
ok. time to blow hair and get to bed!
before that, my wishes for the day:
dear god,
please make my dear happy. please help him bowl well, and shoo away whatever evil spirits lurking around him (mirror thingy. yes i'm pantang. even if he's not -.-). please guide him, even though he doesnt believe in you. let him excel. let him shine. i'm okay even if i'm being neglected in the process. yes it hurts, but i'll be fine. if he's happy, its good enough...
please help him straight into masters! Thanks!
yoko yoko, thank you for keeping my hurting left shoulder warm on a night like this. you're my most trusted friend. (:
spin me silly, 1:19 AM.
