Monday, July 4, 2011
nevertheless, dear's still who i wanna be with now...
i hope to see him in my future too, like how kenneth and lydia see each other in theirs.
although i feel it's gonna be a long tiring journey...
unless he opens up to me about every damn thing and learn how to express emotions so i wont be some emo queen. i hate to feel emotionally needy. seriously...
just wish he tells me he loves me or misses me ah!
training later! woohoo!
751 for 5 games... 150.2 per game. okay. i'm just happy i bowled better! come on mel. you can only get better! thumb, please stop swelling. please please. I wanna be able to use you to bowl tomorrow. i dont want you to get stuck in my thumbhole!!! :( i need to learn how to play outside line...cant always be playing safe lines like 26, 15...
i hope to see him in my future too, like how kenneth and lydia see each other in theirs.
although i feel it's gonna be a long tiring journey...
unless he opens up to me about every damn thing and learn how to express emotions so i wont be some emo queen. i hate to feel emotionally needy. seriously...
just wish he tells me he loves me or misses me ah!
training later! woohoo!
751 for 5 games... 150.2 per game. okay. i'm just happy i bowled better! come on mel. you can only get better! thumb, please stop swelling. please please. I wanna be able to use you to bowl tomorrow. i dont want you to get stuck in my thumbhole!!! :( i need to learn how to play outside line...cant always be playing safe lines like 26, 15...
spin me silly, 2:28 AM.
