thank you god!dear's happy today. he bowled 6th overall. he covered his bad first day of rolloffs. from 16th place all the way to 6th. although he said he could have done much better and be first, i can hear the happiness in his voice. he's still happy he got 6th overall, that i know. haha. so thank you! (:my wound's leaking non stop -_-" IT BETTER NOT LEAK ONTO MY NEW BOWLING SHOES AT TRAINING TMR. I WILL GO CRAZY!
overslept at kor's place today. mich and i were sleeping so soundly in his bed! HAHA! the bed is just too good. seriously. then went to sentosa for gathering with my sports leaders. we were so crappy all the way. but i had fun. (: just so paiseh to play volleyball in my bikini. why? cause i'm flat!! :(
i miss dear! but...does he miss me? i think he's feeling guilty from neglecting me too much already.. suddenly become a sweeter guy this week. but somehow, i dont believe this is gonna last. at least he doesnt gimme the reason to believe it will.
i wanna do so many things with my other half:
1) go USS
2) go holiday (anywhere!)
3) go beach lie on sand and watch the stars and just talk about anything and everything together
4) watch songs of the sea
5) try the multi colored xiao long baos at food paradise @ Ion
and it goes on and on... but, these are things i cant foresee doing in the near future. cause everything's expensive, dear's always in cranky mood and he has no time... he has to train. he's busy chasing his dreams... what about my dreams of having to do anything and everything with my other half? supporting his dreams will mean i lose mine... i'm so confused.
is love alone really enough?
spin me silly, 11:45 PM.