to be honest. i'm scaredd after last night. :(
will everyone feel like that after...?
its like...i dont know. maybe cause we aren't that stable at the moment yet...
or maybe cause..i'm just a beginner in this aspect.
bowled 156, 141, 112, 177, 182 at mf with isaac toby ezekiel and fitria after dinner at dear's place with dear ytd. (:
hopefully our happy days will stay. i gotta learn to be very independent if i want this r/s to work. at the same time, hopefully he gets more caring and more sensitive to my feelings like he was ytd. he really just hugged me around the waist when we met.. lol. cause i asked him for my big hug after a tired week at work. and then he sa jiao all the way. hahaha. irritating pig.
am just happy to see him again.
wonder how long does happiness last. but oh well, not gonna think about it already. like toby said "enjoy the moment while it last" no point living in misery when life's this precious. learn to be positive mel! (:
spin me silly, 10:17 PM.