told dear that i'm really tired already. that i wont ask him out no more. cause i'm super tired. he want he ask. he make the effort. if not, i'll just give it all up. cause i dont wanna be a girl with no backbone, lunch also i ask him, dinner also me, supper also me. he's not been asking me out mans. i've just been fitting in to his schedule and being taken for granted. and its enough.
if he doesnt make the effort, then goodbye.
i dont see the worth of putting any more effort when i'm not being appreciated for all that i've done.
dear, i hope you get it soon. cause, i'm seriously really tired from my one sided love and sacrifices.
i love you but sometimes love, can only last when another party gives in and makes the efforts too.
i dont wanna envy other couples anymore. i want other couples to envy us, like during our 1st mth together...
dear god, what else can i do?i leave it in your hands. i believe if my efforts were meant to be recognized, it will be. if not, then he's obviously not worth having my loyalty and my trust and my love and my support...
i miss my old tiac, i miss him sweet talking me. can you find him back for me, dear god? :(
spin me silly, 3:10 AM.