Thursday, September 22, 2011
i love my blackcurrent candies munching monster. <3
dont know when i'll get to see dear over the next few days :(
i told him to keep saturday free for me, then i realized i've got my friend's ROM and my grandma's bday dinner. sadness!!! :(
he's got a photoshoot later. LOL. and he buanged his car again today. power lehhh. -_-"
sian. still feeling unwell since sunday night. jelly everywhere and tire easily and breathless... wth. dear saw me kinda breathless today and he got worried too. :( told me to go rest early though i left his place at like 11.20pm. lol! he was home alone. wish i could stayover again. but nahh. maybe some other time. now no mood cause he's got trainings in the morning, and school's started for me.
one more year of school, and i have to enter the workforce for 30 years. i'm so not looking forward to it. i'm scared that i'll suffer depression from work instead!!! and i'm scared of changing environments. because people will change and i dont want anything in my life now to change. i'm contented with the way things are now. i'm happy.
dont know when i'll get to see dear over the next few days :(
i told him to keep saturday free for me, then i realized i've got my friend's ROM and my grandma's bday dinner. sadness!!! :(
he's got a photoshoot later. LOL. and he buanged his car again today. power lehhh. -_-"
sian. still feeling unwell since sunday night. jelly everywhere and tire easily and breathless... wth. dear saw me kinda breathless today and he got worried too. :( told me to go rest early though i left his place at like 11.20pm. lol! he was home alone. wish i could stayover again. but nahh. maybe some other time. now no mood cause he's got trainings in the morning, and school's started for me.
one more year of school, and i have to enter the workforce for 30 years. i'm so not looking forward to it. i'm scared that i'll suffer depression from work instead!!! and i'm scared of changing environments. because people will change and i dont want anything in my life now to change. i'm contented with the way things are now. i'm happy.
spin me silly, 1:00 AM.
