Wednesday, September 7, 2011
i told dear to stop bullying me for just a day, cause i told him i gonna bth already. gimme a day off to empty and replenish 5 months and 3 weeks of bullying :(
i hope he didnt take it the wrong way though. cause tbh, thats how dear expresses his love. YES, HE IS THAT WEIRD. then again, whats new??? (his voice rings in my head when i say this.."huifen" cause new huifen -___-" ) ALAMAK. hahaha.
the key for relationships to survive, is honesty right? i guess i gotta start learning to be honest about how i feel about certain stuffs, if i dont wanna die trying to make him happy and only him happy.
and jazreel is awesomeee! watched her on WWC. she's like my idol since singapore opens. haha. the way she hits her perfect pockets, like she's cruising along her competitions with no stress! ohmygee. no.1, i cant reach that standard, probably unless you gimme 20 years more to do so, no.2, i cant reach that ball speed yet too, no.3, NOR THE ACCURACY. this is so sad. :(
remember mel, what's most important is your studies now. yes, you may love a man, who's top priority is bowling and to be a future coach and coaches no need degress, but still, study for yourself! you know your degree lasts, but relationships only have 50-50 chances of survival. so remember, studies first!!!
and just let the rest fall into place. if we're meant to be, we'll be together. if we aren't, then along the way, we'll just have to let it go. but for now, we're gonna continue trying to make it work! (:
if both works out then it'll be double happiness. hee. (:
i hope he didnt take it the wrong way though. cause tbh, thats how dear expresses his love. YES, HE IS THAT WEIRD. then again, whats new??? (his voice rings in my head when i say this.."huifen" cause new huifen -___-" ) ALAMAK. hahaha.
the key for relationships to survive, is honesty right? i guess i gotta start learning to be honest about how i feel about certain stuffs, if i dont wanna die trying to make him happy and only him happy.
and jazreel is awesomeee! watched her on WWC. she's like my idol since singapore opens. haha. the way she hits her perfect pockets, like she's cruising along her competitions with no stress! ohmygee. no.1, i cant reach that standard, probably unless you gimme 20 years more to do so, no.2, i cant reach that ball speed yet too, no.3, NOR THE ACCURACY. this is so sad. :(
remember mel, what's most important is your studies now. yes, you may love a man, who's top priority is bowling and to be a future coach and coaches no need degress, but still, study for yourself! you know your degree lasts, but relationships only have 50-50 chances of survival. so remember, studies first!!!
and just let the rest fall into place. if we're meant to be, we'll be together. if we aren't, then along the way, we'll just have to let it go. but for now, we're gonna continue trying to make it work! (:
if both works out then it'll be double happiness. hee. (:
spin me silly, 1:39 AM.
