n this day of your life, Melissa, we believe God wants you to know           ... that the world is as good as you see it is.If you focus on the bad, you will see a 'bad' world. If you focus on the  good, you will see goodness. Choose your focus carefully.          my focus is currently bad.
i'm becoming that crazy bitch that i was last year again, just because i've stopped working and have too much free time on my hands.
remember mel, you dont own him. he is himself. he'll tell you what he wants to tell you. and wont tell you what he doesn't wanna tell you. so stop being emo over the stuffs he doesnt share!
aiyooo. i need something else to focus on. i dont wanna only focus on this fella who's most afraid of a sticky gf. lol. and that's the last thing i wanna be too.
tired. bowled like shit today. average of 137.5 for 2 games :(
like seriously, wth is wrong with me? bowling slump for so long? ever since westbowl 2 weeks ago?!
come on man, mel. PICK UP YOUR SPARES!!! fishhh.
12 days to go...
dont feel so well :( cant breathe properly :(
yay. anna said she's gonna bring me to jb to shop bowl and eat! i wanna play go kart and paintball!
           
           spin me silly, 12:15 AM.