Monday, September 5, 2011
okay he called me 转牛角尖, and fresh fear overwhelmed me instantly, jotting back those memories and feelings i've tried so hard to put behind the last year.
my ex... used to use these 4 words on me. when dear said those 4 words, i felt like, that's it. it's gonna go down the same road again. afterall, they have the same character. love is but an option to them, not a priority...
ha ha ha.. i really feel horrible now. i dont even know the meaning of those 4 words, but it isnt anything good, based on past experience...
told him to never use it again, because i really hate to hear those words. it makes it feel like everything's gonna be like how my last r/s used to be...
tears.
my ex... used to use these 4 words on me. when dear said those 4 words, i felt like, that's it. it's gonna go down the same road again. afterall, they have the same character. love is but an option to them, not a priority...
ha ha ha.. i really feel horrible now. i dont even know the meaning of those 4 words, but it isnt anything good, based on past experience...
told him to never use it again, because i really hate to hear those words. it makes it feel like everything's gonna be like how my last r/s used to be...
tears.
spin me silly, 3:11 AM.
