once again, he's suddenly lost the habit of texting me good morning again. this is so frustrating.
and when i called to wish him goodnight last night? he couldnt wait to hang up the phone. i hated that tone. it made me feel like an idiot.
why sia. why liddat?
how to have a 180 degrees change just like that?
fml la.
sometimes i really wonder if i'm unimportant. tbh, no guy has ever treated me like that and i still can accept it all the way without giving up long ago...
its like when he's alone and misses me he can be oh so nice, call me, ask me where i am and all...
but when there's bowling or when he has his clique, i'm long forgotten.
fml.
spin me silly, 1:12 AM.