Thursday, September 15, 2011
today marks the new start of a fragile friendship that has been broken over the past few months. scared as i am, (i guess she probably feels the same about this), i'm willing to put in another bout of faith and hope it really works for us this time. (:
i want the guys to be happy too.
thank you dear. thank you for helping because you can see how much i've been hurting... (: i think it really means something if i could actually cry over it for a whole day...the whole of yesterday..
dear saw my super small swollen eyes in the morning, and he just hugged me in his warm arms. i went over to hug him tight cause i saw him emo-ing over facebook and twitter about missing his mum... didnt want him to feel lonely, just wanted to give him some love, some company.
but ended up so tired because i only slept 4 hours the previous day before i dragged myself up to look for him. fell asleep at his place... and heehee, the next think i remembered was that he kissed me on the cheeks and said "dear dear, wake up le ahh. its time for lunch~~" *grinning ear to ear* <3
and we ended up getting drenched and running home together in the rain. it was fun! (:
he wanted me to wait for him to go home and get the car to ferry me so i wont be caught in the rain, but oh well, i preferred to run with him! :P
dear sneaked kiss me in the lift just now again!!! i swore i caught my breath and my heart skipped a beat again!! omggggg. chum...i sound like i'm madly in love.. no mel, no mel, remember you said you'll shield yourself so you wouldn't get hurt badly like last year's again?? no matter how sweet a guy may be to you, still gotta shield yourself!!! never trust 100% okay?! D:
wrote dear a love letter for our 6th month and bought him 3 pairs of his training socks because his seriously cmi already. lol. practical gifts :X (dont think he really read it yet though..he K.O-ed already!)
goodnight world! 6 hours to sleep..
i want the guys to be happy too.
thank you dear. thank you for helping because you can see how much i've been hurting... (: i think it really means something if i could actually cry over it for a whole day...the whole of yesterday..
dear saw my super small swollen eyes in the morning, and he just hugged me in his warm arms. i went over to hug him tight cause i saw him emo-ing over facebook and twitter about missing his mum... didnt want him to feel lonely, just wanted to give him some love, some company.
but ended up so tired because i only slept 4 hours the previous day before i dragged myself up to look for him. fell asleep at his place... and heehee, the next think i remembered was that he kissed me on the cheeks and said "dear dear, wake up le ahh. its time for lunch~~" *grinning ear to ear* <3
and we ended up getting drenched and running home together in the rain. it was fun! (:
he wanted me to wait for him to go home and get the car to ferry me so i wont be caught in the rain, but oh well, i preferred to run with him! :P
dear sneaked kiss me in the lift just now again!!! i swore i caught my breath and my heart skipped a beat again!! omggggg. chum...i sound like i'm madly in love.. no mel, no mel, remember you said you'll shield yourself so you wouldn't get hurt badly like last year's again?? no matter how sweet a guy may be to you, still gotta shield yourself!!! never trust 100% okay?! D:
wrote dear a love letter for our 6th month and bought him 3 pairs of his training socks because his seriously cmi already. lol. practical gifts :X (dont think he really read it yet though..he K.O-ed already!)
goodnight world! 6 hours to sleep..
spin me silly, 1:46 AM.
