21 days. i've survived three weeks of sadness. and at the same time, slowly learned to smile for myself again. (:
i love bowling. i am never gonna deny myself of bowling again, no matter how depressed i was over bowling because of the oh so mighty bowling god you and many others telling me how much i suck at it. i smile most genuinely while bowling. bonding with the newbies today was kinda fun. i mean, i had to go for training because none of the committee went. urgh.
which leads to why i'm still awake at this hour, TO DO MY ASSIGNMENT :( and only 2/3 done. i don't think i can write anymore. crap..
i'm so tired!!! drove again today. even drove to trade hub 21 one road down for mac donalds supper with the rest of the newbies and daryl and soonyong. lol.
time to sleep. thank you lee min ho aka goo jun pyo~! you're my distraction from all the nonsense in my head when i wake up every morning! this is why i love some of my korean dramas. dramas never fail to keep me occupied when i need them to...
it's been 3 weeks since i last saw you ng tiac pin... and it's less painful for me this way. i know you'd have probably gotten over me by now. but for now, i think it's better that i still keep some distance from you, just for now.. till i'm at least 85% over you. i'm probably hanging at around 50-60% now..
spin me silly, 4:33 AM.