Wednesday, October 12, 2011
好想你。但我也在慢慢接受事实。
i know you'll never be mine again. i've given my best for this relationship. but it takes 2 to clap, and you're never gonna clap back because you don't love me that much...
i just wish that someday, my heart will slowly learn to let you go...
not texting you doesn't mean that i haven't missed you today...i missed. i really did. i even wonder whether you already started night classes today, whether you managed to grab dinner before heading to class etc etc. i'm such an idiot...it's not like you ever think about me anymore :'(
dinner with larry today. had aoba ramen at ion. lol. he's an emo kid too. i think we both need positive people in our lives.. and we ended up walking from orchard to plaza singapura again, only to have gong cha close in our faces :(
urghhh. mister heartless one, i miss you alot you know? :'(
like... alot...
its been a week since we broke up... i haven't seen you since then. sighs...
time to sleep and stop emo-ing. i really need those dreams of us being happy together like the good old days to stop haunting me... i wake up wanting to slap myself everyday when i realized it isn't real.
come on mel. stop it. stop thinking!!! just get down to studying and doing your IS project already! go think of your own business plans and routes in life too! stop it!
i know you'll never be mine again. i've given my best for this relationship. but it takes 2 to clap, and you're never gonna clap back because you don't love me that much...
i just wish that someday, my heart will slowly learn to let you go...
not texting you doesn't mean that i haven't missed you today...i missed. i really did. i even wonder whether you already started night classes today, whether you managed to grab dinner before heading to class etc etc. i'm such an idiot...it's not like you ever think about me anymore :'(
dinner with larry today. had aoba ramen at ion. lol. he's an emo kid too. i think we both need positive people in our lives.. and we ended up walking from orchard to plaza singapura again, only to have gong cha close in our faces :(
urghhh. mister heartless one, i miss you alot you know? :'(
like... alot...
its been a week since we broke up... i haven't seen you since then. sighs...
time to sleep and stop emo-ing. i really need those dreams of us being happy together like the good old days to stop haunting me... i wake up wanting to slap myself everyday when i realized it isn't real.
come on mel. stop it. stop thinking!!! just get down to studying and doing your IS project already! go think of your own business plans and routes in life too! stop it!
spin me silly, 3:01 AM.
