Friday, October 28, 2011
with each day, i shall get stronger!
yes you're still in my mind, many many times a day, but i've learnt to keep the good memories and let the bad ones go. i'm thankful for the happy times we've had over the past 6+ months. i'm thankful that we once had each other. i'm thankful you taught me what is loving without expecting anything in return.
it's 14 days to your sea games, jiayou. jiayou..
i hope you'll be able to gain more recognition for yourself in the Singapore bowling arena.
jiayou, ng tiac pin.
remember our pact when we broke up. i'll be watching. do me proud. one last time.
bedtime. less than 5 hours to sleep...
my life feels pretty empty these days and i dont really like it...mich still whatsapp me, but it isnt as much as before. she's busy. kor seldom too cause he's busy studying too. everyone's busy living their own lives. while i'm at home spamming shows, or in school for classes, or sleeping like a pig because i don't feel like doing anything else...neglecting my studies because i keep getting distracted by thoughts..
cant wait to go sit at the beach at night or just lie on some wooden planks on the water and just stare at the stars and the clouds go by again...its something that soothes' my mind and calms my soul.
till then... jiayou mel. jiayou! do the stuff that makes you happy. and stop binge eating! stop spamming bubble tea and candies and snacks just because you're unhappy! you're growing damn fat you fatass! ):
yes you're still in my mind, many many times a day, but i've learnt to keep the good memories and let the bad ones go. i'm thankful for the happy times we've had over the past 6+ months. i'm thankful that we once had each other. i'm thankful you taught me what is loving without expecting anything in return.
it's 14 days to your sea games, jiayou. jiayou..
i hope you'll be able to gain more recognition for yourself in the Singapore bowling arena.
jiayou, ng tiac pin.
remember our pact when we broke up. i'll be watching. do me proud. one last time.
bedtime. less than 5 hours to sleep...
my life feels pretty empty these days and i dont really like it...mich still whatsapp me, but it isnt as much as before. she's busy. kor seldom too cause he's busy studying too. everyone's busy living their own lives. while i'm at home spamming shows, or in school for classes, or sleeping like a pig because i don't feel like doing anything else...neglecting my studies because i keep getting distracted by thoughts..
cant wait to go sit at the beach at night or just lie on some wooden planks on the water and just stare at the stars and the clouds go by again...its something that soothes' my mind and calms my soul.
till then... jiayou mel. jiayou! do the stuff that makes you happy. and stop binge eating! stop spamming bubble tea and candies and snacks just because you're unhappy! you're growing damn fat you fatass! ):
spin me silly, 2:10 AM.
