Friday, November 11, 2011
all the best to you.
i'll be here wishing you luck.
jiayou ng tiac pin.
and the day finally arrives, the day im not gonna be able to realize my short term goal the past 6-7months. the goal of being confident enough to drive my car and send my darling off to the airport for his sea games. LOL. how stupid eh? firstly, he's no longer my darling. secondly, there'll be other people to send him...
with this goal unrealized today, hopefully i'll be able to slowly put him somewhere in the deepest corners of my heart, and move on...
sighs.
being with him for the 6 months has made me a very greedy person indeed. instead of being contented with who i am and what i am...i actually disliked myself, looked down on myself, asked myself why weren't i in the nat squad too, that if i'm in the nat squad too, maybe i'll be able to clique more with him, maybe we'll be happier, maybe we'd have more common goals together, maybe we can even travel together for opens.
dumb unrealistic dreams they were, come to think of it.
mel, wish him luck, as a friend. nothing more, try to reduce all the hard feelings and hatred, and the feelings you still have for him...put it all away..
found an easier recipe for oreo cheesecake! dont care already, this one better suffice for kor! :X i still owe him his cheesecake. lol
i'll be here wishing you luck.
jiayou ng tiac pin.
and the day finally arrives, the day im not gonna be able to realize my short term goal the past 6-7months. the goal of being confident enough to drive my car and send my darling off to the airport for his sea games. LOL. how stupid eh? firstly, he's no longer my darling. secondly, there'll be other people to send him...
with this goal unrealized today, hopefully i'll be able to slowly put him somewhere in the deepest corners of my heart, and move on...
sighs.
being with him for the 6 months has made me a very greedy person indeed. instead of being contented with who i am and what i am...i actually disliked myself, looked down on myself, asked myself why weren't i in the nat squad too, that if i'm in the nat squad too, maybe i'll be able to clique more with him, maybe we'll be happier, maybe we'd have more common goals together, maybe we can even travel together for opens.
dumb unrealistic dreams they were, come to think of it.
mel, wish him luck, as a friend. nothing more, try to reduce all the hard feelings and hatred, and the feelings you still have for him...put it all away..
found an easier recipe for oreo cheesecake! dont care already, this one better suffice for kor! :X i still owe him his cheesecake. lol
spin me silly, 3:32 AM.
