Tuesday, November 1, 2011
another sleepless night. :(
sighs.
dad sent me to chevs for training today. and he commented "i like my melissa more now. don't you feel like you've been yourself again the past one month? back to the chatty melissa. not the one who sits in one corner of the table during meals, not the one who is so quiet and refuses to open her mouth to speak... isn't it so much better, this melissa now? isn't life less stressful and more carefree for you this way?"
i declined to answer.... life has its pros and cons now..no idea whether it's more pros than cons actually. sighs.
and dad counted? it's really been one month as of today. or rather 28 days. 4 tuesdays ago we broke up. life seems so different now, even though i still think of him. we both are leading our own lives now. and it will continue to be so.
had supper with sy today. left my bowling balls with him. i better rmb mans! and seriously, my bedlam costs $290?! wth?! :( sighs...
SIGHS.
its 4.11am...and i'm wide awake. :( my show wont load quickly, and i gotta wake up by 10am. urgh. i'm screwed.
kor's having his papers today. GOODLUCK HIGHSCORE KOR! (:
sighs.
dad sent me to chevs for training today. and he commented "i like my melissa more now. don't you feel like you've been yourself again the past one month? back to the chatty melissa. not the one who sits in one corner of the table during meals, not the one who is so quiet and refuses to open her mouth to speak... isn't it so much better, this melissa now? isn't life less stressful and more carefree for you this way?"
i declined to answer.... life has its pros and cons now..no idea whether it's more pros than cons actually. sighs.
and dad counted? it's really been one month as of today. or rather 28 days. 4 tuesdays ago we broke up. life seems so different now, even though i still think of him. we both are leading our own lives now. and it will continue to be so.
had supper with sy today. left my bowling balls with him. i better rmb mans! and seriously, my bedlam costs $290?! wth?! :( sighs...
SIGHS.
its 4.11am...and i'm wide awake. :( my show wont load quickly, and i gotta wake up by 10am. urgh. i'm screwed.
kor's having his papers today. GOODLUCK HIGHSCORE KOR! (:
spin me silly, 4:13 AM.
