Wednesday, November 9, 2011

so tired. so empty. somehow, now that sea games is nearing, all i think about is
"is the stress building up for him?"
"Is he all prepared?"
"Does he have anyone by his side helping him out so he doesnt fall sick?"
"Should i text him to just show my support?"
i know its so wrong. it obviously goes to show i have gotten over the relationship. cause i still care for him, and i know its more than just care...
apparently 5 weeks isn't enough for me to get over him, even if i'm moving on with my daily life..
tired.
tired.
tired.
:'(
bowled like fuck today. really like fuck. i cant even hit consistent pockets and i dont know how to improve already.

spin me silly, 3:24 AM.

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Melissa
09/01/88
still a child at heart
loves holidaying
loves stars and all pretty things
loves seeing stars @ beach at night
loves nature
loves the people who make me smile

Wishlist

▪ ~~a mini polaroid camera~~
▪ to be happy always
▪ a mini schnauzer/maltese
▪ new dresses
▪ star shaped items
▪ seashells
▪ for my love ones to be happy
▪ for that love
▪ to be able to trust

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