Monday, December 5, 2011
havent blogged in a week.
just randomly realized its been exactly 2 months as of yesterday that we have broken up. and yes, i'm moving on with life. at least i think i am? finding ways to make myself happy (: but then again, if someone were to tell me that he's seeing someone new now, i'd definitely feel hurt still. i dont know why?
the pink crane he gave to me while chasing me dropped on my room floor this morning. i just kicked it under the table and left it there, till now. cant be bothered. sign of moving on? :\
its so fun to play golf with the rest. xf, kok, eddie, jas! took the chance to play around with my camera, however, i couldnt get the right lighting...it was too dark at iso 800 and iso 1600, so i used 3200... and to my horror... the photos ARE SO GRAINY. epic fail! :(
and i'm happy to see eddie and jas so loving together...envious too. why don't any of my relationships end up happily ever after? why do i keep meeting the wrong kinda guys?! just what is right??? i'm so sick and tired of the relationship game. cant i find one who'll stay faithful and loyal all the way? i'd definitely invest my all in that individual. so tired. urgh :(
5 days to san francisco! woohoo~! :P happy happy. but i dont have any wide angle lens to use for landscape photography. really upset. oh well... even though dad wants to get one for me, but i realized the cheapest one is also about $700?! thats 2 bowling balls yeah?!?!
gahh. borrowing is a waste of money too... $240.. :(
hungry. diarrhoea-ed the whole day.
crap. and victoria secret's models are DAMN HOT. gosh, face beautiful never mind, body even hotter.
ok. random. >.<
just randomly realized its been exactly 2 months as of yesterday that we have broken up. and yes, i'm moving on with life. at least i think i am? finding ways to make myself happy (: but then again, if someone were to tell me that he's seeing someone new now, i'd definitely feel hurt still. i dont know why?
the pink crane he gave to me while chasing me dropped on my room floor this morning. i just kicked it under the table and left it there, till now. cant be bothered. sign of moving on? :\
its so fun to play golf with the rest. xf, kok, eddie, jas! took the chance to play around with my camera, however, i couldnt get the right lighting...it was too dark at iso 800 and iso 1600, so i used 3200... and to my horror... the photos ARE SO GRAINY. epic fail! :(
and i'm happy to see eddie and jas so loving together...envious too. why don't any of my relationships end up happily ever after? why do i keep meeting the wrong kinda guys?! just what is right??? i'm so sick and tired of the relationship game. cant i find one who'll stay faithful and loyal all the way? i'd definitely invest my all in that individual. so tired. urgh :(
5 days to san francisco! woohoo~! :P happy happy. but i dont have any wide angle lens to use for landscape photography. really upset. oh well... even though dad wants to get one for me, but i realized the cheapest one is also about $700?! thats 2 bowling balls yeah?!?!
gahh. borrowing is a waste of money too... $240.. :(
hungry. diarrhoea-ed the whole day.
crap. and victoria secret's models are DAMN HOT. gosh, face beautiful never mind, body even hotter.
ok. random. >.<
spin me silly, 1:42 AM.
