Sunday, January 1, 2012

It's a brand new year.

Hopefully this year, no one will play with my heart or fool around with my devotion and my feelings anymore. the past year had been good till April..

And happy 3rd month Edd and Jas.

Seeing the way they are happy together, is actually helping me to move on a little faster, when I see the stark contrast in attitude and efforts put into a relationship from the guy's side as compared to my previous relationship...and it only reminded me of the first month we were together that such efforts were made. How did I even survive through half a year on just my one sided love? I start to wonder.

I'm happy just seeing the rings they got.

Hopefully this time, there will be no more 8 pairs yeah. One that will last for good. that won't rust, that won't be misplaced or mistreated. (:

she's blessed.

i wish I could be as blessed in finding someone who cares just this much too.. Just sick of being taken for granted, sick of being played time and again.. start the new year happy, forgive and forget, let bygones be bygones..

2012, please be a better year.

please let the awkwardness go away,

please let everyone be happy,

please let love bring happiness and companionship to my dearest friends.

Thank you to the people who have supported me through my roughest days of 2011. thank you guys, for teaching me that other kinds of love exist.

2012 is the year to grow up.

In 6 months time, I'll be a graduate. I have to earn my own keep, I have to join the working world, i can't play or enjoy life like I used to without much worries anymore. I can't pon sch or take leave anytime I don't feel like working anymore.
Life didn't turn out as I planned when I was 18 onwards. Lol. I didn't go to JC, I didn't go to the 3 local uni, I didn't get a boyfriend, date him for 4 years and then get married at an ideal age of 27. Lol! But I believe life has plans for me and everything will work itself out one way or another. So heck.

Happy new year everyone. the sun's back up to tell us it's gonna be a good year ahead. even of the world were to really end on 21st dec, (which I really hope not), enjoy the year to the very best. Love, laugh, hope like always. (;

irregardlessly, be happy.

spin me silly, 2:30 PM.