Wednesday, January 25, 2012
it was a good day. (:
with little evan (3 yrs old) and kai kai (4 days to 1 year old) to play with when my mum's colleagues came to my house for bai nian-ing.
my right arm totally couldn't carry baby kai kai for more than 20 minutes!!! :( but he was reluctant to let anyone else carry him, my arm totally GG-ed after that. it couldn't stop shaking at all!
at this rate, by the time i marry and have my own babies (if i ever ever ever marry anyways...zzz),
how am i gonna have the stamina to carry them and run after them??! oh my tiannn :(
yuanyuan came to bai nian halfway, but nah, he couldn't even get little evan's attention. LOL. sad leh he. hahaha. after which, yuan yuan joined my family for dinner at 小红楼, and gobbled up all the chilli crab :X
and then it was bowling at MF~! i bowled like shit, as usual. i can't even get a proper timing. urgh..ended up having to owe mr huang yuan yuan a cup of grass jelly koi bubble tea. :(
mum, dad and him won ang paos. bro and i, suck thumb. :(
saw Mihara san too. he bowled 22 games luh! and another 21 games ytd! oh my tians!!! I wonder how does he achieve such a feat at 66 years old?!
sighs. i'm going on with life, not clear of my own goals or what i want to achieve. It's meaningless without a goal, isn't it? it used to just be "oh, i wanna be happily married, with 2 kids and a house and a car and a doting hubby", but no, i don't think life is that simple anymore. nothing ever goes according to plan...and now, it's like near a quarter life crisis! :(((
i admire those with big goals, be it achievable or not, because at least they're working hard for something they want. how can i work hard if i don't know what i want? am i gonna spend the rest of my life not knowing it too??
shoot. shag. marry.
lol. i have never thought about friends this way before, not until i played this game anyway. it's funny. L O L. no one shall ever know my choices anyways. :\
okay.. time to do up my emails for bowling club. sighs. i hate it...i don't think anyone appreciates it anyways. on the contrary, there are those who hate me over misunderstandings. and i don't think i'll ever be able to clear my name.. i guess, i'm gonna just let it be.
with little evan (3 yrs old) and kai kai (4 days to 1 year old) to play with when my mum's colleagues came to my house for bai nian-ing.
my right arm totally couldn't carry baby kai kai for more than 20 minutes!!! :( but he was reluctant to let anyone else carry him, my arm totally GG-ed after that. it couldn't stop shaking at all!
at this rate, by the time i marry and have my own babies (if i ever ever ever marry anyways...zzz),
how am i gonna have the stamina to carry them and run after them??! oh my tiannn :(
yuanyuan came to bai nian halfway, but nah, he couldn't even get little evan's attention. LOL. sad leh he. hahaha. after which, yuan yuan joined my family for dinner at 小红楼, and gobbled up all the chilli crab :X
and then it was bowling at MF~! i bowled like shit, as usual. i can't even get a proper timing. urgh..ended up having to owe mr huang yuan yuan a cup of grass jelly koi bubble tea. :(
mum, dad and him won ang paos. bro and i, suck thumb. :(
saw Mihara san too. he bowled 22 games luh! and another 21 games ytd! oh my tians!!! I wonder how does he achieve such a feat at 66 years old?!
sighs. i'm going on with life, not clear of my own goals or what i want to achieve. It's meaningless without a goal, isn't it? it used to just be "oh, i wanna be happily married, with 2 kids and a house and a car and a doting hubby", but no, i don't think life is that simple anymore. nothing ever goes according to plan...and now, it's like near a quarter life crisis! :(((
i admire those with big goals, be it achievable or not, because at least they're working hard for something they want. how can i work hard if i don't know what i want? am i gonna spend the rest of my life not knowing it too??
shoot. shag. marry.
lol. i have never thought about friends this way before, not until i played this game anyway. it's funny. L O L. no one shall ever know my choices anyways. :\
okay.. time to do up my emails for bowling club. sighs. i hate it...i don't think anyone appreciates it anyways. on the contrary, there are those who hate me over misunderstandings. and i don't think i'll ever be able to clear my name.. i guess, i'm gonna just let it be.
spin me silly, 2:15 AM.
