Tuesday, January 10, 2012
my best birthday yet! (:
thank you so much guys. although my birthday wasn't like i imagined it would be as of march last year (which was spending it happily with him), i am still really happy at the awesome surprise. thank you guys for brightening up my room with colorful balloons and your presence! (;
thank you kor and mich, for the surprise planning. hahaha. <3 you 2 were the bestest things that ever happened to me in that relationship. and for that, i'm thankful that the relationship happened. it showed me that love comes in many ways. (;
my birthday wish for this year:
- is that everyone's happy and healthy and that they can find love. (although sometimes love does bring along heartbreaks and heartaches and tears, it's still worth it at the end..)
tanjong beach with lala and kenneth and xy and kz and guoyuan at saturday midnight was really relaxing. it felt like nothing mattered at that time. it was that peaceful, it was that relaxing. just the sea breeze, the nice view, the sky, the moon, the swaying trees, the sound of the waves, and us on the picnic mat, singing along to old songs, rolling in the sand. this. is. life. away from all the hectic stuffs and the unhappy stuffs.
thank you guys for helping me get back on my feet again. for showing me that life can still be beautiful even after the one you love has left you all alone and gone for somebody new..
it's been 3 months and don't know how many days... okay yes i know, 10 days.. -.- and with each day, i'm healing. no idea how long the healing process will be, but i know i am. and that's all that matters to me now. bit by bit, i'll let him go. and save the space in my heart for someone new when there's enough space by then.. (;
sighs. i still feel horrible, like i'm hanging out with his friends and resulting in him having no one to hang out with during those times... but i really don't wanna lose this group of friends.. because they mean something to me too. so i'm hanging on, even if it means being thick skinned...like i feel sometimes whenever i hang out with them :(
but they are the people who make me laugh, who make me happy whenever they are around.. and they mean alot...
really time to start opening my books...don't wanna end up like last year..no more distractions from relationships. time to sleep more and study even more. before i join the rest in the workforce. (;
thank you so much guys. although my birthday wasn't like i imagined it would be as of march last year (which was spending it happily with him), i am still really happy at the awesome surprise. thank you guys for brightening up my room with colorful balloons and your presence! (;
thank you kor and mich, for the surprise planning. hahaha. <3 you 2 were the bestest things that ever happened to me in that relationship. and for that, i'm thankful that the relationship happened. it showed me that love comes in many ways. (;
my birthday wish for this year:
- is that everyone's happy and healthy and that they can find love. (although sometimes love does bring along heartbreaks and heartaches and tears, it's still worth it at the end..)
tanjong beach with lala and kenneth and xy and kz and guoyuan at saturday midnight was really relaxing. it felt like nothing mattered at that time. it was that peaceful, it was that relaxing. just the sea breeze, the nice view, the sky, the moon, the swaying trees, the sound of the waves, and us on the picnic mat, singing along to old songs, rolling in the sand. this. is. life. away from all the hectic stuffs and the unhappy stuffs.
thank you guys for helping me get back on my feet again. for showing me that life can still be beautiful even after the one you love has left you all alone and gone for somebody new..
it's been 3 months and don't know how many days... okay yes i know, 10 days.. -.- and with each day, i'm healing. no idea how long the healing process will be, but i know i am. and that's all that matters to me now. bit by bit, i'll let him go. and save the space in my heart for someone new when there's enough space by then.. (;
sighs. i still feel horrible, like i'm hanging out with his friends and resulting in him having no one to hang out with during those times... but i really don't wanna lose this group of friends.. because they mean something to me too. so i'm hanging on, even if it means being thick skinned...like i feel sometimes whenever i hang out with them :(
but they are the people who make me laugh, who make me happy whenever they are around.. and they mean alot...
really time to start opening my books...don't wanna end up like last year..no more distractions from relationships. time to sleep more and study even more. before i join the rest in the workforce. (;
spin me silly, 2:11 AM.
