Thursday, January 5, 2012
"studying" day one, epic fail.
ended up going for lunch with rach, kenny and jacksen and then off to their place for mj.
so much for resisting temptation. urgh.
it's gonna be 4am already.
thinking about a friend. a friend who got controlled. a friend who can't meet up for meals with me anymore... so i guess i lost a friend like that? :( then again, i don't wanna look like the horrible one. screw it. i don't know why. the feeling i get when my friend told me he can't meet me again, made me wanna exclaim "I AM NOT A VIXEN, bitch!" urgh. seriously. whatever. sucha rotten feeling. it's not like i met him one on one either. what the shit. i keep getting alot of crap these days. :(
and to the one big blabbermouth, i'm done and over with him. so to him, please stay outta my life for good. thanks. he has issues for trying to sow discord between people! stir shit for us only. if he can't keep his mouth shut, then so be it. friends don't do this to one another. he totally just crossed the line.
yes, time to plan grad trip!!! woohoo!
but first up, i really gotta go pay my examination fees, and then get down to studying and graduate before i can even think. Gahh.
nights world.
p.s. i'm so glad i didn't bump into him at mf today. was gonna freak out when the "what's new? " huifen walked past me. i just wanted to run far far away from mf there and then.
:(
4 days to my birthday. holy crap. i'm turning twenty four. this is saddening. :(
ended up going for lunch with rach, kenny and jacksen and then off to their place for mj.
so much for resisting temptation. urgh.
it's gonna be 4am already.
thinking about a friend. a friend who got controlled. a friend who can't meet up for meals with me anymore... so i guess i lost a friend like that? :( then again, i don't wanna look like the horrible one. screw it. i don't know why. the feeling i get when my friend told me he can't meet me again, made me wanna exclaim "I AM NOT A VIXEN, bitch!" urgh. seriously. whatever. sucha rotten feeling. it's not like i met him one on one either. what the shit. i keep getting alot of crap these days. :(
and to the one big blabbermouth, i'm done and over with him. so to him, please stay outta my life for good. thanks. he has issues for trying to sow discord between people! stir shit for us only. if he can't keep his mouth shut, then so be it. friends don't do this to one another. he totally just crossed the line.
yes, time to plan grad trip!!! woohoo!
but first up, i really gotta go pay my examination fees, and then get down to studying and graduate before i can even think. Gahh.
nights world.
p.s. i'm so glad i didn't bump into him at mf today. was gonna freak out when the "what's new? " huifen walked past me. i just wanted to run far far away from mf there and then.
:(
4 days to my birthday. holy crap. i'm turning twenty four. this is saddening. :(
spin me silly, 3:06 AM.
