Tuesday, February 21, 2012
gahhh.
was i wrong to have cooked for guoyuan?
i don't know. i just wanted to cook. but looks like everyone's scolding me for it, saying i'm sending the wrong signals... but the thing is, i am really thankful that he's always been there for me...and i bet he must have been hungry after work as he came to find me immediately after work ended.. so...
my mind is in such a confused state right now.
why am i doing all these?
i was gonna say cause its for a best friend, but..then again, i've never cooked for yiyong, have i?! fml.
i believe...in being nice to others, if they have been good to me...
but is what i'm doing really wrong?
i shouldn't do anything anymore while i'm still confused myself right?
sighs. mum and dad asks about him like everyday leh. shit it, i feel like i'm screwing up my own life currently. getting into all these shits.
snacking at 1am in the morning. i'm sucha goner.
can you really love someone if you haven't fully gotten over the past or someone else? no right? and love's sucha...strong word to use. i'm so so so confused... :'(
i'm gonna fail my exams at the rate i'm studying.
absorption rate: 20%
was i wrong to have cooked for guoyuan?
i don't know. i just wanted to cook. but looks like everyone's scolding me for it, saying i'm sending the wrong signals... but the thing is, i am really thankful that he's always been there for me...and i bet he must have been hungry after work as he came to find me immediately after work ended.. so...
my mind is in such a confused state right now.
why am i doing all these?
i was gonna say cause its for a best friend, but..then again, i've never cooked for yiyong, have i?! fml.
i believe...in being nice to others, if they have been good to me...
but is what i'm doing really wrong?
i shouldn't do anything anymore while i'm still confused myself right?
sighs. mum and dad asks about him like everyday leh. shit it, i feel like i'm screwing up my own life currently. getting into all these shits.
snacking at 1am in the morning. i'm sucha goner.
can you really love someone if you haven't fully gotten over the past or someone else? no right? and love's sucha...strong word to use. i'm so so so confused... :'(
i'm gonna fail my exams at the rate i'm studying.
absorption rate: 20%
spin me silly, 12:49 AM.
