Monday, February 20, 2012
how do i help her? :'(
i saw the plaster. i saw where it was placed at. and i really don't know what i can do. this feeling sucks..chk, stop haunting her already. k n n.
remy, i'm so disappointed with your behaviour, really. i mean, just admit that you knocked that dog down already. as long as it wasn't deliberate, just confess. the dog was jay walking on the roads anyways, so unless you saw it and decide to run it down still, why can't you just admit your mistake?! stop running away yeah?
still, i think the people who hate you are all out to get you now... the people you have offended in the past. otherwise, articles with such hatred wouldn't have surfaced on facebook one after another... each a tad worse than the other..
hopefully you'll find a way to save your own ass. i say this with a neutral stand..
"dear remy, thank you for being my childhood idol. and now, it's about time i grew up."
went for jas' surprise birthday party at edd's house. edd and his planning. lols!
while over at edd's, i heard t talking to xf about some girl, and yeah, somehow, the feeling sucked. i cant put it in words, but the feeling i was feeling? 2 words. fucked up.
how much have i gotten over him if i can still feel this way?! fugggg. REALLY. FUCK.
i'm so pissed off with myself. :'(
after which we headed back to guoyuan's place. nua-ed on his "cotton castle" bed...till liyan came in and we taught her how to play dai dee. lol! she's a fast learner!
then auntie and siming came home from lunch, and invited us along to one degree fifteen. :D
so the 4 of us did some planking and chatting along the yachts till it was dark, then headed for dinner. my second treat at one degree fifteen from auntie already! :X
all in all, it was still an awesome day, (: less the fucked up moment i felt when i heard t talk about the girl. :'(
happy birthday jas. stay happy. i'm so envious you found someone who loves you that much. and hope that someday, when i've gotten over everything, that it'd be my turn too. no more hurt, no more lies, no more nonsense from the men we loved. (:
i saw the plaster. i saw where it was placed at. and i really don't know what i can do. this feeling sucks..chk, stop haunting her already. k n n.
remy, i'm so disappointed with your behaviour, really. i mean, just admit that you knocked that dog down already. as long as it wasn't deliberate, just confess. the dog was jay walking on the roads anyways, so unless you saw it and decide to run it down still, why can't you just admit your mistake?! stop running away yeah?
still, i think the people who hate you are all out to get you now... the people you have offended in the past. otherwise, articles with such hatred wouldn't have surfaced on facebook one after another... each a tad worse than the other..
hopefully you'll find a way to save your own ass. i say this with a neutral stand..
"dear remy, thank you for being my childhood idol. and now, it's about time i grew up."
went for jas' surprise birthday party at edd's house. edd and his planning. lols!
while over at edd's, i heard t talking to xf about some girl, and yeah, somehow, the feeling sucked. i cant put it in words, but the feeling i was feeling? 2 words. fucked up.
how much have i gotten over him if i can still feel this way?! fugggg. REALLY. FUCK.
i'm so pissed off with myself. :'(
after which we headed back to guoyuan's place. nua-ed on his "cotton castle" bed...till liyan came in and we taught her how to play dai dee. lol! she's a fast learner!
then auntie and siming came home from lunch, and invited us along to one degree fifteen. :D
so the 4 of us did some planking and chatting along the yachts till it was dark, then headed for dinner. my second treat at one degree fifteen from auntie already! :X
all in all, it was still an awesome day, (: less the fucked up moment i felt when i heard t talk about the girl. :'(
happy birthday jas. stay happy. i'm so envious you found someone who loves you that much. and hope that someday, when i've gotten over everything, that it'd be my turn too. no more hurt, no more lies, no more nonsense from the men we loved. (:
spin me silly, 12:45 AM.
