my primary school friend who used to sit beside me in primary 5, choo jia wei, has passed away...
i still remember the days i used to dread sitting beside him after PE lessons, mass runs or recesses..because everytime he sweat, he'd have this smell...
i still remember one time in english lesson, while the PETS coursebook (audio) was going on in class, and the story was about Medusa and how much her lair stank...i covered my nose with my PETS coursebook because i smelled something weird from my partner...and Miss Lye asked me, "Melissa, you are THAT into the story?" I quickly removed my book in embarrassment...and never forgot that incident since...
jia wei, even though we haven't talked since primary school days, rest in peace...God bless you.
life's fragility. it's like God's trying to remind us of how precious and unpredictable life is...
how someone you know, may not be there tomorrow... reminding us to treasure the people we have...
and i had this thought. "knowing life's unpredictability and how things may change tomorrow, who do i wanna spend today with?"
and somehow you crossed my mind. and this brings my confusion to a whole new level.. D:
how can you even like someone who's not your type! will these kinda feelings last for long? or is it temporary? :(
sighs. i've lost 2 primary school friends already..out of my class of 40...
Paul Wai, take care of Jia Wei in heaven...i hope you're doing fine up there too..
spin me silly, 2:54 AM.