Wednesday, February 22, 2012
thanks for the motivation.
bowled one of my shittiest first games in a league. felt epic sad. but thankfully for my teammates feitangyuan, vincent and allan who cheered me up on the spot, i picked up my game. still, i guess it wasn't enough... oh well, gotta try harder next time.
kinda felt a little disappointed that he wasn't there. why sia?! fk. this is something i shouldn't be feeling. cause it'd only mean i'm gonna be overly dependent on another person again. and it's really the last thing i want, the last thing i need now.
whatever, i'm brushing the disappointment away. I DO NOT WANT TO THINK AT ALL.
i love being single now! no commitments, no nothing...just me myself and i.
vincente kor told me to give him my heart for safekeeping, cause he thinks i'd fall in love easily and hurt myself all over again. which i hope doesn't happen. because i'm happy now. genuinely happy, unlike when i was in a relationship last year. the most painful one yet because it was mostly one sided.
okay enough of the past...you were simple "the one that got away".
seeing all my friends settling down, discussing marriage, BTO-ing, ROM-ing... has gotten me thinking. i certainly don't feel like settling down anytime soon eh...much less having kids, dealing with income taxes, bills, house maintenance fees etc...i just wanna be this way! oh crap.
:( i think i've given up on love totally. lol.
it's so cliche that the song playing on my playlist now is going... "we found love in a hopeless place~~~~we found love in a hopeless place~~~"
it certainly feels hopeless now.
sians.
bowled one of my shittiest first games in a league. felt epic sad. but thankfully for my teammates feitangyuan, vincent and allan who cheered me up on the spot, i picked up my game. still, i guess it wasn't enough... oh well, gotta try harder next time.
kinda felt a little disappointed that he wasn't there. why sia?! fk. this is something i shouldn't be feeling. cause it'd only mean i'm gonna be overly dependent on another person again. and it's really the last thing i want, the last thing i need now.
whatever, i'm brushing the disappointment away. I DO NOT WANT TO THINK AT ALL.
i love being single now! no commitments, no nothing...just me myself and i.
vincente kor told me to give him my heart for safekeeping, cause he thinks i'd fall in love easily and hurt myself all over again. which i hope doesn't happen. because i'm happy now. genuinely happy, unlike when i was in a relationship last year. the most painful one yet because it was mostly one sided.
okay enough of the past...you were simple "the one that got away".
seeing all my friends settling down, discussing marriage, BTO-ing, ROM-ing... has gotten me thinking. i certainly don't feel like settling down anytime soon eh...much less having kids, dealing with income taxes, bills, house maintenance fees etc...i just wanna be this way! oh crap.
:( i think i've given up on love totally. lol.
it's so cliche that the song playing on my playlist now is going... "we found love in a hopeless place~~~~we found love in a hopeless place~~~"
it certainly feels hopeless now.
sians.
spin me silly, 1:35 AM.
