Thursday, March 15, 2012
feeling cold and feeling like crap since i came back from dinner. :(
imagine your whole body aching like crap, tummy bloated and sore...
think guys will never understand why girls are always so whiney and angsty and emo-ey during pms unless they experience what we experience on a monthly basis. URGH.
think it's the peak of pms today. which means period's gonna come tomorrow~~~ :(((
i guess i'm someone who can't handle stress. so lousy.
Lala was so cute today. she randomly texted me that she was really sad cause she feels really old. she browsed fb and all her ex classmates in college in US were all getting engaged/married. LOL. i told her "hello lala! at least you're stably attached! and you're only 23! look at meeee~! shouldn't i be panicking more?!" and she replied "hello not i want to say ah, but you're pretty what! it's just that you dont wanna pick any guy". i told her "yeah leh. the bible says "ask and you shall receive (seek and you shall get)" but i dont want leh." hahaha. then we continued texting about other stuffs, so cute la she! random queen! hahaha.
ooo. my hands are icy cold...... :\ stress or unwell or both. cant differentiate. >.<
YAY!!! dear and I are gonna be Esther's jie meis/bridemaids for her wedding in october! <3 cant wait!!!!! planning in progress. we girls are sooo gonna have fun. HAHA. torturing the guys on matthew's side, that is V (^_^) V
first closer friend of mine that's getting married. so exciting can~! which really goes to show what lala said is right anyway.
ALL MY FRIENDS ARE GETTING ENGAGED AND MARRIED TOOOOOOO. holy crap! Melly's gonna be left on the shelf!!! D: \
but nah, rather not get into a relationship, especially when i'm not ready for one. the last relationship left me with screwed up values about marriage and family life after that. suddenly i don't even have to urge or want to start a family anymore. it's like...yeah, all negative thoughts. so i probably be the last girl in my clique to get married anyways. haha! esther first, then dear, then rachel, melly last. :X guys i predict...jacksen first, then daryl, then kenny, then marius, then weiquan. oh. but if mark's included, then mark after jacksen. lol.
imagine your whole body aching like crap, tummy bloated and sore...
think guys will never understand why girls are always so whiney and angsty and emo-ey during pms unless they experience what we experience on a monthly basis. URGH.
think it's the peak of pms today. which means period's gonna come tomorrow~~~ :(((
i guess i'm someone who can't handle stress. so lousy.
Lala was so cute today. she randomly texted me that she was really sad cause she feels really old. she browsed fb and all her ex classmates in college in US were all getting engaged/married. LOL. i told her "hello lala! at least you're stably attached! and you're only 23! look at meeee~! shouldn't i be panicking more?!" and she replied "hello not i want to say ah, but you're pretty what! it's just that you dont wanna pick any guy". i told her "yeah leh. the bible says "ask and you shall receive (seek and you shall get)" but i dont want leh." hahaha. then we continued texting about other stuffs, so cute la she! random queen! hahaha.
ooo. my hands are icy cold...... :\ stress or unwell or both. cant differentiate. >.<
YAY!!! dear and I are gonna be Esther's jie meis/bridemaids for her wedding in october! <3 cant wait!!!!! planning in progress. we girls are sooo gonna have fun. HAHA. torturing the guys on matthew's side, that is V (^_^) V
first closer friend of mine that's getting married. so exciting can~! which really goes to show what lala said is right anyway.
ALL MY FRIENDS ARE GETTING ENGAGED AND MARRIED TOOOOOOO. holy crap! Melly's gonna be left on the shelf!!! D: \
but nah, rather not get into a relationship, especially when i'm not ready for one. the last relationship left me with screwed up values about marriage and family life after that. suddenly i don't even have to urge or want to start a family anymore. it's like...yeah, all negative thoughts. so i probably be the last girl in my clique to get married anyways. haha! esther first, then dear, then rachel, melly last. :X guys i predict...jacksen first, then daryl, then kenny, then marius, then weiquan. oh. but if mark's included, then mark after jacksen. lol.
spin me silly, 1:22 AM.
