Monday, March 19, 2012
feverish and aching everywhere.
watched the woman in black with lala kenneth and gy...horrible show. i only watched it because of daniel radcliffe. the show's SO dark luhh. damnit.
and then when we left the cinema, i was looking down at the stairs, and i caught someone looking up at the same time...and just for that split second.. i thought it looked alot like...him.... ..... #@%$!
sighs. feels like shit. have been feeling so depressed lately. lonely too? even though i'm surrounded by many friends. hmm..it's one of those times when i feel like life's pretty empty and i don't know what to expected or look forward to anymore. i'll find somewhere i belong...just gotta rough it through.
it's like...seeing how people are collapsing outta the blue for no rhyme or reason makes me depressed. the fragility of life makes me depressed. i don't really know how to describe it, but...it 's like how i felt the year ago, throughout my bout of depression when i woke up one night thinking i was gonna die. something along that line, the horrible feeling...
okay itching like a donkey again. damnit. might actually need a dermatologist soon if the itch continues on and off daily for no reason~! sighs.
watched the woman in black with lala kenneth and gy...horrible show. i only watched it because of daniel radcliffe. the show's SO dark luhh. damnit.
and then when we left the cinema, i was looking down at the stairs, and i caught someone looking up at the same time...and just for that split second.. i thought it looked alot like...him.... ..... #@%$!
sighs. feels like shit. have been feeling so depressed lately. lonely too? even though i'm surrounded by many friends. hmm..it's one of those times when i feel like life's pretty empty and i don't know what to expected or look forward to anymore. i'll find somewhere i belong...just gotta rough it through.
it's like...seeing how people are collapsing outta the blue for no rhyme or reason makes me depressed. the fragility of life makes me depressed. i don't really know how to describe it, but...it 's like how i felt the year ago, throughout my bout of depression when i woke up one night thinking i was gonna die. something along that line, the horrible feeling...
okay itching like a donkey again. damnit. might actually need a dermatologist soon if the itch continues on and off daily for no reason~! sighs.
spin me silly, 2:18 AM.
