i'm sorry guoyuan. i'm not giving you the password to my blog.
please respect my privacy. and i don't think i can date you for 3 months as trial for you to make me forget about tiac totally either...
it's not right. it sounds like a rebound...
the more you come on furiously to me, the faster i'm backing off. i realized i've been shunning away from you every time you get a tad too close to me. playing my hair and all that...
i'm so scared that i'm gonna lose this group of friends. i cant be dating you just because i wanna keep this group of friends that i've grown closer to and started liking hanging out with them...
it's not fair. to either of us.
sighs.
look what happened when i tried to test water and ask if you wanna remove all your mao maos...
you jitao "NO. NEVER." in my face.. hahaha. i was so right, right esther? :(
and nicholas chicken ang called me again at 11+pm today...
talked about anything and everything. all the nonsense...from guitars to photography to grad trips to childhood cartoons to childhood disappointments to malays to indians to relationships...in 1 hour 46 minutes. oh my tians... think he was epic bored in hall.
i think i've found a new friend in nic. HAHAHA.
okay. epic sunburnt....like BURNT. feels terrible!!!
and i cant find my aloe vera gel... :(
kk, gotta wake up at 7am for class at 8.30am tomorrow..
no idea how i'm gonna achieve that feat. but i think that chicken might actually gimme a wake up call for being guilty for making me sleep late? oh well. Shall sleep by 2!
spin me silly, 12:49 AM.