Thursday, April 5, 2012
fungry...
so unproductive in school today. it's terrible to study in more than groups of 3. really. think i should go to the national library and study tomorrow... see if wq and esther's gamed.
i'm sorry guoyuan. but i feel a whole lot better letting it off my chest, and returning to just godbrother/godsister kinda relationship. cause i won't be able to love you like you love me. sorry.
being in this situation, suddenly helped me understand how tiac felt when he was with me. when you stop loving someone/have never loved someone, the burdensome, heavy feeling is terrible. it's like guilt stricken, coupled with the desire to be alone all the time instead of being with the other person. so mine was a one sided love halfway into the relationship...
and being in this situation, i know how it feels to be on the giving end of the "relationship" too. i'm so sorry.
daniel says he's introducing his soon to be gf to us during badminton this sunday sia. :O i'm quite stunned! lol. can't wait to see her. :P
and lala too!
oh so tired. should i sleep or study. crap...
so unproductive in school today. it's terrible to study in more than groups of 3. really. think i should go to the national library and study tomorrow... see if wq and esther's gamed.
i'm sorry guoyuan. but i feel a whole lot better letting it off my chest, and returning to just godbrother/godsister kinda relationship. cause i won't be able to love you like you love me. sorry.
being in this situation, suddenly helped me understand how tiac felt when he was with me. when you stop loving someone/have never loved someone, the burdensome, heavy feeling is terrible. it's like guilt stricken, coupled with the desire to be alone all the time instead of being with the other person. so mine was a one sided love halfway into the relationship...
and being in this situation, i know how it feels to be on the giving end of the "relationship" too. i'm so sorry.
daniel says he's introducing his soon to be gf to us during badminton this sunday sia. :O i'm quite stunned! lol. can't wait to see her. :P
and lala too!
oh so tired. should i sleep or study. crap...
spin me silly, 1:35 AM.
