Monday, May 14, 2012
donkey donkey ages since i last blogged i think. cant even remember when's the last time i actually did something that i personally enjoy.
study study study study study for exams until now i'm all stressed out and sick. first, a fever of 38 degrees for 3 days, and today it's finally somewhat back to 37-37ish. plus menses (that means cramps), plus sore throat (I HAVE NO VOICE. croaked. all i could do when leon said hi to me today was point at my throat and signal a no voice sign), plus bad cough and flu. really all at one go...
plus it's not like whatever i studied came out. on the contrary, it's the opposite. so sometimes i ask myself, why study so hard if it's not gonna reap the same benefits?! sighs. today's paper was bad too. i expected more of myself. what the heck was i doing?!
so tired. so so tired. it's like a burnout already.
okay, off to start study for friday's paper.
doomed. totally doomed... so much to cover. i studied these back in march but i cant remember them now. this is like epic bad. :(
really bad...
study study study study study for exams until now i'm all stressed out and sick. first, a fever of 38 degrees for 3 days, and today it's finally somewhat back to 37-37ish. plus menses (that means cramps), plus sore throat (I HAVE NO VOICE. croaked. all i could do when leon said hi to me today was point at my throat and signal a no voice sign), plus bad cough and flu. really all at one go...
plus it's not like whatever i studied came out. on the contrary, it's the opposite. so sometimes i ask myself, why study so hard if it's not gonna reap the same benefits?! sighs. today's paper was bad too. i expected more of myself. what the heck was i doing?!
so tired. so so tired. it's like a burnout already.
okay, off to start study for friday's paper.
doomed. totally doomed... so much to cover. i studied these back in march but i cant remember them now. this is like epic bad. :(
really bad...
spin me silly, 10:50 PM.
